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Procrastination lvl 10
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it hurts to touch you
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clowndad[OP]
21.03.2020 10:03
LinkNot rlly 18+ but eh
Her finger tips danced across his back, slowly dragging her hands from his shoulders down to his hands. He didn’t move. He didn’t flinch. He let her press her breasts against his back as she embraces his feeble figure. There was no sexual tension, despite the state they were in, neither of them felt the need to touch each other further more. It was pathetic, he thought.
“I wasn’t doing this for a good reason either.”
She breathed, resting her forehead against his back. She stared idly at the blanket below her. Her vision slowly growing fuzzy.
“I mean, I came to the party for sex but who didn’t? I tend to that a lot. It’s funny cos I don’t even like the people here..”
Fabian lifted his head, eyes hardening. He doesn’t know if it was in anger or pity. His eyes stayed glued to the dimly lit door in front of him.
“Aren’t these ‘people’ your friends?”
He grunts out. Alyssa sighed and let Fabian go from her embrace. She hunched over, looking meekly at her hands.
“I don’t like any of them. I only go to these parties looking for company. I do these things because it’s the only time I feel loved and wanted. It’s sad, I’m lonely. This is my way of coping with my loneliness. Even though I know after sex I’ll just end up feeling empty again, I still keep chasing it.”
Neither of them moved. They stayed still, taking in each others words.
“What are we even doing? We’re only 16..”
Alyssa chuckled sadly before deeply inhaling the warmth of the air and exhaling shakily.
“Today, my dad pushed my mom into the tub of our bathroom. Before i can get to him he shut the door and all i heard was the water running and the screaming coming from my mom. I banged on the door until finally the water stopped. My dad opened the door and pinned me against the wall—“
She couldn’t stop her tears from spilling, her throat clamped from remembering the the images flashing through her mind.
“He..held my throat..—“
A choked sob prevented her from saying anything more. Her figure shook as her hands desperately tried to wipe her tears away, her eyeliner and mascara smearing along with it. She bursted out crying, mentally screaming at herself for sobbing infront of a man and being vulnerable. But then again, another part of her wanted him to turn around and hold her, hold her like the pathetic whore she was.
Fabian turned around and scooted next to her. He started in pity, reaching out to pull her into an embrace. While doing so, Alyssa looked up at him, hesitantly leaning away,
“I’m sorry, I just.. I just wanted to do this to get my mind off of things.. I’m—“
Alyssa sobbed into his chest as Fabian wrapped his arms around her and stroked her hair to tried to calm her down.
“Its okay.”
“No.. no i-its not..”
“not now, but it’ll be eventually..”
Ok so like theres more to the story but i didnt want 2 bore yall with a lot of words so yeah
so basically this takes place soon after Fabian and Alyssa FIRST meet. They saw each other at a party, started talking, and obv it got spicy afterwards. BUT even tho Fabi had no problem ****ing other girls before, since Fabian knows Alyssa has a crush on Jude he couldn’t help but think of him. Recently, shit like that has been happening a lot and its been ****ing him over. He pushes his feelings for Jude away, he knows it’ll do nothing but **** over their already tainted relationship. Not only that, but he knows Jude isn’t gay. At least that what fckn Jude says— but yeha dkdntjan
Alyssa doesn’t even like Fabi, but she never liked the guys she slept with. She does this because its the only time a guy can hold her and not out of anger. She grew up neglected of love so now she does anything to feel it even if it’s temporary.
After this is when their relationship turned more into platonic love. Fabian eventually saw Alyssa kinda like a sister n stuff so they really helped and stuck around each other.
