Haha sams vent folder
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Sam-xXAMTXx 
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31.07.2020
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Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
31.07.2020 23:42
LinkSometimes I just don’t want to exist, my life feels empty, I feel empty. Who the hell would miss a nobody like me? No one. Obviously... geez look how pathetic I am. I make a damn VENT FOLDER??
SAM YOUR A MORON
WHAT IF PEOPLE FIND THIS
oh simple I’ll delete it then
WOW WOW. THEN THEYLL WORRY YOU DONT WANNA WORRY PEOLLE DO YOU?!!
YOUR A FAILURE A FAILURE!!
I know
OH LOOK NOW YOUR TALKING TO YOURSELF PATHETIC. YOUR WEAK. YOU SHOULD JUST OFF YOURSELF NOW
Okay.
GOOD.
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
31.07.2020 23:46
LinkYou ever feel so worthless you start talking to yourself?
YEAH OBVIOUSLY WHY ELSE WOULD J BE TALKING TO YOU???
I thought you liked me...
GOD NO.
But..
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
02.08.2020 18:44
LinkSometimes I just don’t want to exist, my life feels empty, I feel empty. Who the hell would miss a nobody like me? No one. Obviously... geez look how pathetic I am, venting in a language no one’ll understand. Haha haha HAHAHHA GOD DAMMIT I JUST WANT THIS to be over.. I hate it here I hate it I hate it I hate It I want to die.. I want to die.. god I want to die.
Haha no ones gonna care. No one. One’ll notice.. no. Sam just a little longer Sam. You can do this
No no I can’t. I can’t do this. I can’t do this-
Yes you can. Stay alive. For them
No no no no
Hah. Look at you. Pathetic. Arguing with yourself in gibberish. Funny funny funny. Your a joke
I know..
Guess I’m gonna cut again..
WAIT WHY??
Cause.
SAM NO. PLEASE
Hey, wait, why’re you saying no? Your supposed to make me sad, you want me to die. You hate me.
.....
See. Now hate me. Hurt me. I want to die.. die die die..
NO. PLEASE.
Hah. Too late too late. Free blood bleeding free again and again one after another through and though snip snip snip
SAM PLEASE GOD PLEASE NO
Funny. Venting while you cut? Never thought I’d be able to multitask like THAT.
SAM PLEASE STOP. PEOPLE LOVE YOU!!
Liar
SAM-
All you do it lie lie lie. LIE LIE LIE THATS ALL YOU DO!!
NO SAM PLEASE
I’ll just stop your voice.. yeh. That’s what I’ll do.. haha.. hah...
SAM PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF. ITS NOT WORTH IT
Oh but it is
SAM PLEASE BY GOD PLEASE
Hahahahahaha
STOP... STOP...
I don’t want this...
YES SO PLEASE STOP
it’s too late.. god I should clean this up
YES DONT GET CAUGHT
I’ll get in trouble
SO CLEAN IT UP
Okay
How do you clean a cut without alcohol wipes and proper cleaning stuff?
SOAP I GUESS?
Yeh.
.....
Why do you always talk in caps?
CAUSE THATS HOW YOU PORTRAY ME.
Oh.
ALL YOU SEE IS AN ANGRY MAN WHO HATES YOUR GUTS.
True
BUT I CARE ABOUT YOU SAM.. A LOT
Aww that’s sweet.
“AS FAR AS I CAN TELL YOUR NOT,,”?? YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEM.
I know.
GOD YOUR STUPID SOMETIMES
....I know
UGHHH YOU SHOULD JUST STOP BEING EMOTIONAL.
Okay.
WAIT NO I DIDNT MEAN THAT
Okay.
SAM PLEASE DONT
Okay
SAM!!
Okay
Your gonna be in so much trouble
Hey! Your not speaking in caps anymore! Gj
**** YOU
And there he is 💕✨❤️
I- AHHSJDJDJ
Hey, your a handsome bastard, yknow that?
OKAY WHATS WRONG
nothin. Just pointing out your nice looking
AWH.. ARE YOU..?
Loving myself?
YEH.
Yup ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💝💖💖❤️
AWWW! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Heh. You uh..?
U- TALK?
Yeh talk.
OKAY
I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die
I hate this
This is why I don’t talk about my problems
WHAT HAPPENED?
Oh. Well a friend asked me and made me talk about em and so I got into talking about... abuse... and stuff
OH NO
But hey,. I just want to die.. I can always do that..
HEY. NO.
Hahaha funny funny Sam wants to kill himself hahaha
STOP
Agree with me
NO!
Agree with me!! You hate me! You want me gone!!
NO! NO I DONT!
Stop stop stop lying stop lying!!!
I should’ve passed I should’ve passed I should’ve passed I SHOULDVE PASSED!!!
HEY WHATS WRONG?!
Stop. Go away.
SAM..?
Go. If your not gonna help. Go.
BUT..
Please
......
Thank you. Bye.
I love her.. I shouldn’t but I do..
WHO?
Birdie.
WHO???
I can’t say.. just in case someone finds this..
OH.
...
WAIT B-??
yes...
YOU KNOW SHELL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK
...
YOU WEIRDO. BESIDES YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND!
I know..
DO YOU NOT LOVE HIM THEN??!
NO! No.. I.. I love him very very much.. I’m just.. god I don’t know..
HUH..?
I.. I’m sorry.. I’m sorry..
???
I’m worthless..
TRUE THAT
...
SAM? YOU WANNA JUST.. “TALK” SOME WHEN YOU GET HOME..?
Yes please SAM
HEH.. OKAY. :)
Awh.. well.. I hope we can “talk” right this time..
SO YOUR CRYING NOW IS THAT IT
Yes
OH. WELL.. STOP.
No
WHY NOT
I want to cry
WHY
Cause it hurts, so I’m crying
...
STOP. YOU CANT HELP THEM
But.. I.. I want to.. god I want to.. god please
GOD DOESNT EXIST. STOP,
...
GOOD. NOW LISTEN THIS SHIT HAPPENS. JUST DEAL WITH IT
But their my friends..
HAH NO THEIR STRANGERS ONLINE. NOT FRIENDS.
I.. mm..
OH LOOK NOW YOUR CRRRRYING. CRY BABY
....
HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHHAA
...
OH GO KILL YOURSELF ALREADY.
...
HEY. TALK BACK TO ME.
....
*****
...
Sam..?
....
GOD DAMMIT.
I want. To die.
OK.
If I die you die
OH
Yup
THEN QUIT WHINING AND STAY ALIVE YOU TWIT
selfish bastard
ANNOYING CRYBABY *****
Hahaha
WHAT
It’s funny
I hate my life.
OH HEY. ITS BEEN AWHILE.
I know.. can you just kill me?
UH. NO
Im a horrible person
HEY. NO I AM.
....I am.. i just..i-
SHUT UP AND JUST.. JUST STRESS DRAW.
....ok..
Mmm i want to strangle myself.
HUH. WHY?
I've been misgendered seven times today, the school made it so i can't change my name, all that fuN STuff.
OH. WELL THAT SUCKS.
yeah.
YOU SHOULD.
What?
TALK TO THE SCHOOL.
Oh. I thought you where gonna say "go strangle yourself."
HUH? WHY?
dunno. you usually tend to hate me.
OH I DO.
Huh ok.
whoa
imagine being forced by the school to go by your dead name
whOA
imagine not being able to change your (email) name back to your preferred name
WHOOOA
Imagine being told by your mom that school hours are the only times you get to use your laptop
WHOOAHOHOHOOOOO
IMAGINE
LMFAO
GUYS GUYS
IMAGINE. IMAGINE WANTING TO =98973842513784(&@963574
OH BOY
WHAO
IMAGINE bEinG MISgEndEREd by the teachers you've already TOLD about the fact your trans
bahahahhhHAHAAHHA
Funny isnt it
so fukCING fUNNY
whoa
imagine being told your "overreacting" when you feel cornered about being forced to pass this trimester, having to live with being called ____, having your father point out the fact your his "Favorite and only adopted dAUgHTEr."
Whoa. Imagine also finding out the one other person that you counted as slightly in your life, whos your sisters biological dad
is severely transphobic.
Imagine just wanting to just stop with this whole "Mister good guy" shit.
Imagine wanting to actually speak your mind on things.
Imagine not being able to cause you dont want to be ridiculed or told off for talking back.
bahahaha
i want to jsut
People dont need to read my garbage emotions being hectic.
it doesn't ****in matter does it.
nope.
Its not important.
never has been
never was
never will be.
huh been awhile hasn’t it
I GUESS SO
Maybe we’ll talk more often huh
YEAH I GUESS SO
Do you actually hate me?
I DONT KNOW, ITS DIFFICULT TO DECIDE SOMETIMES REALLY
Huh. Alright i guess i can understand that?
WELL UH, WHAT DO YOU NEED?
Just,, tired.
OH,, YOU CAN NAP WHEN YOU GET HOME YKNOW?
Maybe i guess so but still, tired in every way I guess, im,, sick of being nice honestly, might have BPD, or some shit, just judging on symptoms n all that stuff
HUH,, WHAT ABOUT THAT DID THING?
I guess that was just- me thinking something was up when it was just stress? Stress induced hallucinatory secondary people?
WHAT ABOUT ME?
You’re a coping mechanism
OH
Yeah
GUESS THATS SOMETHING HUH
Yeah