TW: tr*uma and s*xual ab*se
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 06:52
Linki hate them, i want them to move out. my mom is too attached to them, they cant.
my mom knows what happened to me. they all know. but choose to ignore that they ever even touched me. they did. they did. i wanna die. im crawling in my skin everyday. im so disgusted by my body. its stained with imperfections and marks. i just want to go home.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 06:54
Linkno one cares, even if it happened for years. for years i was alone to keep everything a secret. but once i start feeling safe, they ****ing still try talk to me. i want them to rot.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 06:57
Linkive tried to commit suicide 2 times.
maybe if i did that i thought, id be safe again. but no, im now selfish
im so broke on this. maybe i should've swallowed more and overdosed.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 07:01
Linkim not nice, im not cute or even able to hold a conversation without getting scared.
i cant do school at all. im left handed, i have glasses. i like skirts and oversized shirts and sweaters.
i dont eat unless i really have to. i like getting high until i take huge naps. i like coloring.
im tired.
i was molested in my sleep so many times. im tired.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 07:06
Linkim crying right now, trying to be quiet.
i like cosplays. i like my cats. i like cute pillows. i like mallgoth and lolita fashion. i like dirty jokes. i like anime. i like boys. i like it when people have dry humor. i like faking death. i like no one.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 07:07
Linkgood, i stopped crying after typing that out. now my eyeliner is all smudgy.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 07:09
Linki wish saying "im happy" can come true every time. im forced to be nice to people i dont even like or else ill be alone. i just want someone to relate to. but everyone is so different. and im so plain.
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DextersLaboratory[OP]
14.12.2020 07:13
Linkim so predictable that people get bored of me. i know they got bored of me. i can tell.
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.offers comfort.
I believe you
maybe waiting a bit will bring you to a better place
the best blessing I can give you is may the pain end soon
but please eat soon and hydrate
im not sure what to tell you except that you dont deserve any of this and that they do in fact deserve to rot in hell for what they did