she left again [ghosted is a better word but ive used that thrice today] she left after I asked her why she did the thing she did and then asked her if she seriously could see us fixing this relationship [bc I doubt we can but I want know her side of the story (even tho shes already said it) b4 I jump the gun and her reasoning behind everything...] and I made her aware it was her actions that caused guilty to leave iykyk and she does not care [still continuing to fetishies my disorder instead of owning up to it...]