the only other girl allowed in my buisness beside dee and the A sexual (i think thats what she is i cant remember anything else abt her besides that she was very helpful) is --Dabi-- and thats bc shes my gf and is allowin me to cope wit pain by being there for her and actually lettin me be me its nice bc she didnt know me before so shes not livin in the past compairing me to my old self ive changed and ive changed big time this is my time to shine and no ones holding me back im me and me is who i be so if u wanna be in my shit then ask if u have any questions then ask ill be honest and im really nice if u dont piss me off so if i say anything wit out a warning and it comes off rude just know i mean it in the nicest way possible and if u get a warning then imma blow tf up on u and i aint holdin back u can call me a dick or whatever but if u dont piss me off then u'll be just fine

my lgbtq+ shit is my buisness so dont ask or talk abt it it dont matter anymore since ive changed the lgbtq+ shit was the old me...those of u who care so ****in much abt it can go **** off any questions u have ill answer as nice as possible and ig since i know some of u are gonna wanna know abt the whole lgbtq+ shit ask ig and ill answer it

I know im not the ****in father of Emily's daughter but that doesnt mean i cant show her and her daughter that they are loved very much and that at least someone cares abt them and that he's right here caring and lovin just having them in his life just being able to talk to Emily has brought me so much ****in joy inside this shitty ass life and im just tryin to spread love and joy 1 person at a time but it all starts wit urself i learned to love my self and yea at times i hate myself but thats normal if ur concerned abt Emily and i then idc bc its our life u have no say yea ik i have some dirty humor and it might seem like all i want is sex and just wanna start sexting wit her but its all jokes she knows that the actual me just want cuddles and yea some kisses but all the sexual shit that comes outta my mouth r jokes u can ask her she knows im jokin around wit her i dont just start tryin to have sex after being wit them for a few days im not a nasty guy im very loving caring and honestly really chill and shit

the "horny" messages r JOKES if im horny then im horny thats the life of most teens sorry but its true im a sinner and a sinner i shall be heres facts i have my mood swings abt god but i do believe he made me a sinner on purpose bc i cant seem to choose right form wrong im disablabled mentally if u ask me some emotions i have control over but i hardly control them the guys i started hangin wit call me grizzly bc i cant control my anger at a certain point and im very pertective over my gf and my best friends sorry thats how i am once i know ur getting close to me and r not doin it just to hurt me in the end sorry abt the long all over the place rant but it covers almost all of it so i figured theres no reason to rant on aton of different posts if u actually care abt me and my feels then ull read all these and know that im not a big baby but im not just gonna let things go im a guy who has feelings and can tell who ever they want what they want like wit Emily she shows me that shes there and cares so i show me.

okay i love u