however, i WILL describe what i was planning to you in full detail~

(TW FOR S^LF-H^RM AND MAYBE POTENTIALLY S^ICIDAL THOUGHTS) [*phone rings*] I pick up my phone and answer [Baby hotline] My partner lip syncs this part [Please hold me] Just the words lol [Close to you] Me and my partner cuddling. We seem at peace [Baby flatline] Someone's arm (not saying who) covered with self-harm scars [Still time to do it too] I look at a razor. I seem miserable

(I have to admit im making it up from here) [Baby snacktime] Me eating some goldfish or smth [Chow down to earth] Zoom out, im doing some hard homework. I seem stressed [But in your head she's a hoarder of quarters] I look around and see my brother. He has his headphones on and looks miserable [And no boundary boredom] I look guilty, and call out to him, asking if hes okay [Boundary boredom!] He looks up at me, and smiles a bit too wide [*insert jack stauber screeching noise*] Bg goes black. he looks in pain, hes bleeding and crying even, but he's still smiling. Niccolo (long story) is forcing that smile.

[I contend that your drinking eye has never opened] My Confidence lip syncs this part. Theyre sitting cross legged, holding a long, Cruella deVille style vape pen and a glass of alcohol. Their sunglasses are pushed up [*radio static*] Bg goes black. My Doubt shows up, mimicking Confidence's pose. Instead of a vape pen, a razor, and instead of alcohol, a tied noose. Theyre smiling and crying. As usual. [I insist somebody will die] Me sitting in my "cave", seeming worried and scared, even on the verge of tears [And I hate hoping] I grab my hair and squeeze my eyes shut. I obviously cant take anymore of whats happening. [*radio static*] Bg goes black. My Depression/Anxiety appears, making the same pose i was making. They seem just as miserable as i am, if not more. Something red and wet seeps through the sleeve of their hoodie.... [Wishing that the pills let you cry] Another sad (and nameless) friend appears. Theyre sitting down and leaning against a wall, crying really hard

(TW FOR GORE) [And I hate coping] Me sitting in my cave again, seeming exhausted and somewhat sad. I have my earbuds in, since I'm listening to music. I close my eyes slowly [*radio static*] Bg goes black. No one mimics my pose, but my Obsession appears over me and rips my ears off. Im bleeding, but my expression is the same. Large musical notes appear in the bg [Someday I will go back outside] Im outside. I seem shocked [And see her] My four friends (including my brother and my partner) are hanging out together. They all seem genuinely happy. They don't notice me tho. [Okay] Words appear on a dark bg: "they're okay.... for now."

And that's all i got ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

this format is open for anyone who wants to draw it w this/themselves, ig

Screw it. [* instrumental break*] All four of them. All of them. One after another, lined up, with crossed out wrists, chests, necks, and eyes. One of their mouths is bleeding. If you've been paying attention then you know whose. [(Hotline!)] Someone's hand hanging up a black payphone [Hung up and put it on hold] Im on the other end. When i hear the phones flatline, i panic and yell into the pink payphone. [(Hotline!)] Another hand hangs up a payphone, but the phone is light blue. [My line is getting cold!] I scream desperately into the pink payphone. Im crying at this point. I look terrified

[(Hotline!)] A third hand hangs up a payphone. The phones an even lighter blue this time [Hung up and put it on hold!] I fall to my knees, dropping my phone and covering my mouth to hide the sounds of sobbing. [(Hotline!)] A final fourth hand hangs up a dark red payphone. This hand hangs up faster than the others.

[(Oh, uh, I'll try again though)] I'm on the floor. Blood seeps through the waist of my pants, and tears fall faster than a storm. Suddenly, a pause button appears at the top. It becomes a rewind button. All the scenes that we just saw appear, going backwards, all the way back to the phone [*phone rings*] My normal, not payphone, phone starts ringing. I pick up, no longer bleeding or crying [Baby hotline] My s/o lip syncing this bit again. I smile wide [Please dial nine to get out] I cross through the line of phone-calling, and tackle him in a hug [No flatline] I'm on my phone, and I see a friend's drawing on FlipAnim. It's very pretty, and it looks like they're doing okay. [What were you scared about?] I smile with joy. They're alive. /Alive./ I start happy crying a little. Their arms suddenly appear, and they give me a hug.

OKOK

ty!! ilyt

hehehehe >:)

so cruel

:3