and im stressing and i just closed her door and I'm feeling lonely and sad and I just cried. but I haven't felt this kinda lonely in a while. and I'm starting to realize that maybe these traumatic events from September are gonna happen again.

im gonna do some soothing things like wash my face with my brush thing idk y but its soothing and while I listen to calming music until dis dies. i don't have much time on here since the computer at 44% and iPod is at 8%

someone talk to me for the next 5 mins?

or not. ok. ima just keep cryin.

*hugs*