Dodge did not ask me to make this post. Neither did Felix. let me make that clear. This is not the fully fleshed informative post I typically make, there is far too much information as this has been happening over the course of the entire year so far, and, because for the most part, this post is made purely for one person. Seana, Sean, HeyGoogle, Ashstar7, Wh0r3-faceJazz, and more importantly, my former friend. As you all can imagine, once upon a time the whole friend group was in harmony, until it wasn't, clearly. I've lost track of how many fights and attempts to make things right we've gone through, not that that's relevant considering none of them worked. Seana and I were friends over a longer course than both Felix and Dodge were, as while they broke ties I was convinced I could fix or at the very least break a stalemate if I stayed friends with Seana. Call me a snake for that, sure. It's a title I'm well acquainted with at this point.

In the process, Seana had me as her personal therapist. I talked her through every panic attack, gave her the best advice I could, even went as far as to call the cops when she asked, (despite that being a massive trigger for me personally) so she could get the help she claimed to want. Legitimately, anything I could offer her, I did, and yes, that sapped me bone dry. -especially, every time I found out she lied to me, listened to her demonize my friends, publicly suibated, went behind my back, disregarded my advice, and even more so when she pleaded to be treated gently only to brush everything off with a "I don't believe you," or "it doesn't feel like it." More problems arose, and so the original agreement was made. Seana was not to contact the group, or to stalk any of us, and we would do the same in return as discussed between Felix, Dodge, and Seana. Weeks passed, and out of the blue last week Seana dropped by. I was polite, chatted with her, but my fuze was quickly spent in a matter of days.

I requested that Seana no longer contacted me, and to uphold the agreement, as she was supposed to. I said it was for the overall good to avoid conflict, Sean threw a fit, leading up to the previous callout Dodge made. Afterwards, they talked, and settled things again. Dodge offered themself as an extra therapist temporarily as an attempt to make amends, but had to back out, as Seana is receiving professional help, and they faced the same struggles with seana that I did. So, they requested that Seana do not contact the friend group again, a choice the group collectively made. How? All of us have been in frequent contact with Dodge, backing them up while Sean only has backing by people he can scrap pity from, people who I will not mention, as it's not their fault. Now, Seana has been hurt by people in his past, yes, and I do not discredit that, however, there's a point where you have to move on, better yet a point where you have to let go.

What she refuses to understand, despite claiming it all those times to me, is that the group does not like, or is not comfortable with her anymore. She has called some of us abusers, she stalked Dodge regardless of the agreement, she has lied and will continue to lie, has treated his past partners poorly, and has generally proven she will not change. She does not want to. All she wants is something to blame, rather than taking accountability. To use a psychological term, Seana is a toxic enabler, and should not be around others with a trauma endorsed tendency to people please, people who think they can make things right with people who have hurt them. if you don't see the problem there, I don't know what to tell you. But, what you have to understand is that I say this as someone who stood in those shoes, hurting everyone around me because I couldn't see the bigger picture.

There is capacity to change when she's ready to stop blame shifting, and accepting- and not the lies she tells herself- but the truth. Until that, and I say this as someone who was close to and was trusted by Sean for months, things are done. Seana, You have done more harm than good, and there will not be another chance. We cannot fix things, you need to focus on yourself before you even consider looking our way, Sean. You know full well if anything, I hold to my promises, so hear me loud and clear when I say this: It's over, and I ****ing promise you that I won't let you lay a finger on any one of the people that I call my friends again. You are not healthy, and you are not welcome. We cannot fix you. Do it yourself. And for God sake take down that suibait post, if you were as sorry as you claimed to be last time you wouldn't have done it again. I gave you everything I could, and it wasn't enough for you.

As someone who isn't Dodge, or Felix, as someone who cared, you have to learn to love yourself before you can love others. I have so much more I would like to say but that discussion belongs in dms, not here, so I'll let them stay unsaid. We had a great run, and if you need to make me out to be the villain, that's okay. That's a title I'll wear if it means keeping you from hurting others, and treating people the same way Baylee treated you. Oh, and for the general majority who are seeing this, I didn't forget about you, rest assured. I am not saying you cannot contact, be friends with, follow or interact in general with Sean. You are entitled to your own views, and to build your own social networks. I am here strictly to say my two cents and my experience, it really is your call from here.

Seana is capable of harm, yes, but there was a time when I could proudly call him one of my best friends. He has a long way to go, and I know he's capable of healing, but I simply cannot continue to hold my hand over the fire praying the burns won't be too bad. I have had enough, as have my dearest friends, but if after reading this you find yourself still believing in Sean, I wish both of you the best.

This was written last night with the intention of being posted this morning, but there was an update while I was asleep. Seana. I'm not saying you can't be upset, but throwing a temper tantrum and claiming we'll never gain your respect is funny, if anything. You never DID respect or value us. You valued the attention we gave you, not us as people, and more importantly your friends. You need to get the **** away from us, and to stay that way. Do not crawl back to us. I don't even want to hear your name, but God if you start shit again you can speak to me directly instead of attacking and blaming everything on Dodge. I do not care what you say about me for this. I do not care if you pick me to be the villain as I've said, but you've hurt Felix and Dodge enough, it's sickening. Let go like you claim you will, and know that your threats don't scare me one bit. You cannot touch me, and I won't let you mess with the others. You are powerless here, drop the act and move on. That is all.