A gun seems too violent, too much of a mess to clean up

A noose seems painful and slow

It will definitely be on August 3rd, though

Im tired of all this, being told it's worth it to live, just wait, but Ive waited and all it's gotten is worse

This time, im glad no one is trying to stop me Im a drunken mess

It's been nice knowing everybody here, it's an amazing community, but ill be taking an eternal break.

Don't try talking to me, I've been told that over and over and over again

Now i feel sick, thanks a lot guys

Everyone gave up, this is amazing! I haven't had such an opportunity in years, you guys are really gonna let me off myself, no strings attached? Finally, guess i just had to be forceful about it. You don't know how happy this makes me, how long ive wanted to die.