"Hey Zara.....how you doing?"
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03.05.2021
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Bre-Cheese
03.05.2021 22:08
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MicroMelody[OP]
03.05.2021 22:08
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Bre-Cheese
03.05.2021 22:09
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-It was pouring outside and Kai had recently gotten back from doing some research. At the moment Soul was at school. Immediately, the first thing that came to his mind was to check on Zara.-
Kai: *he creaks open the door* Hey Zara... how are you doing?
Kai: ........ You know I brought back some more ingredients. We could always try the feelings potion again...
Kai of course you wouldn't understand... you never do in recent days... That's not your fault though...
Kai: *he raised an eyebrow trying to figure out what she's doing* Z-Zara?
Kai: *he slowly pulls away and looks into her eyes, still seeing how dull they are and void of life* You should get more rest my love...
Zara: *she shook her head* *she points to herself and points to him and then points to his office*
(oooh? oki doki)
Kai: oh well. I guess you getting around couldn't hurt. Come on
-They walk to his office-
(Zara is gonna be sitting on his lap while he works :3)
Zara: *she looks around the office*
(oop I responded :3)
Kai: you remember the place don't you? Doesn't change too much. Other than the mess. I should start cleaning it up again soon. I just haven't really been in the mood.
Zara: *she went to his desk and started to stack his papers, one pile were very old papers, another pile was somewhat old papers, and the last pile was recent papers*
Kai: oh heh, you don't have to clean up my messes. *he starts helping organize the papers*
Kai: hm.... *he went over to his desk and picked up a pen and paper to write down what he's discovered*
Kai: *he writing about the town recently and what condition it's in and what it may be in the future*
Zara: *she soon finished cleaning up his office and then went to him*
Kai: hehe alright. *he starts working again, allowing her to stay on his lap*
Kai: *he smiled a little* alright, lets go.
-They start their walk to Soul's school-
Kai: It's nice to see you're taking the time to move around and observe.
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Jessie: aww that's too bad, maybe you can hang over at my house for once. My family doesn't get many visitors.
Soul: understand
Zara: *she was standing at the entrance with Kai*
Kai: Soul, it's time to go.
Jessie: ai- seems like your parents are her. *she sighs knowing that means her friend has to leave*
Zara: *she looks at Jessie. This is their first time meeting* ........ *her eyes were dull and lifeless*
Soul: *he grabs Jessie hand and guides her to his mother* this is my mom
Jessie: *she looks up at the lady, a bit imtimidated by the dullness in her eyes* H-hello Mrs, I've heard so much about you. My name is Jessie.
Zara: *she crouched down and continued to look at her, not saying anything*
Soul: s-she can't speak
Zara: *she then hugged Jessie, but it was gentle*
Jessie: huh- oh- *she hugs back* Nice to meet you.
Kai: Your mother has been much more interactive today.
Jessie: *she waves and goes back to the place she came from*
Kai: ready to go home?
Kai: lets get going. *he takes Sou's hand and they all start to walk home*
Soul: *he looks at his mama* you don't think this coming back soon with how interactive she's being
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kai: Hey, it's going to be alright little one. She'll be back soon. W just have to be patient.
Zara: *she seems to be trying to pick up a leaf with the little magic she had in her body*
Kai: hey, no, that's how we got here in the first place. *he keeps her hand in place* this is the time you rest
-they all go inside-
Zara: *she sat down on the couch, looking at the floor*
Kai: You should go do your homework Soul. *he walks over to Zara and sits next to her*
Kai: *he takes her hand and gently caresses it with his thumb* I can't wait to have you back.
Kai:*he nuzzles her cheek* I just miss you so much. Something is always taking you away from me....
Kai: hm... You don't actually care do you? You're just on some sort of autopilot am I right?
Kai: *he gives her a kiss on the forehead then goes to the kitchen to cook dinner*
Zara: *she went to a corner and just sat there, crying but not being able to show that she was*
Zara: *mind: JUST GOVE ME MY EMOTIONS BACK! I WANT MY FAMILY BACK!*
(poor bby)
-after a while Kai soon comes back to let the food bake in the oven-
Kai: *he tilts his head* what are you doing in the corner?
Kai: oh my... *he sits beside her and brings her on to his lap* It's alright my love.
Kai: *he holds her close* I know, I know, but I'm here, it's going to be okay.
Zara: *she kept hitting the wall with a fist, nothing "just let me cry"*
Kai: come on. *he takes her hand and goes upstairs to Soul's Room. He knocks on the door*
Kai: *he opens the door for Zara* so did you finish your homework yet?
Zara: "are you sure Soul?" "Your backpack is still in the spot where you put it when your doing homework"
Kai: hmmmm *he picks up the backpack* do you mind showing me your finished work?
Kai: Soul. *he sighs* You tell me the truth and nothing but the truth. Did you finish your work?
Kai: why did you lie you lie to me before then? I know you're fully capable. *he furrowed his eyebrows*
Soul: *he shrunk back*
Zara: *she places a hand on Kai's shoulder*
Kai: *he takes a deep breath* fine... Soul, I need an honest answer, why did you lie? You normally can blow through it easily. And if you needed help you could've asked or even said you weren't done yet. It isn't like you to lie.
Kai: ...I know... I miss mommy too. *he sits next to him* I know something like this is tough on a little one. And I'm so sorry I wasn't able to prevent it.
Kai: but your dad isn't going anywhere and your mommy will come back soon. But we can't skip our work because we're upset but I'll give you a break for now.
Kai: *he soon lets go* now I decided to cook your favorite for dinner so who's hungry?
Kai: *he laughed a little* alright come on kid and that's alright Zara *he opened the door for them*
Kai: *he grips his hand, he makes Soul's plate and puts it on the table. Then makes his own and does the same* please, take a seat.
Soul: can w-we cuddle with her tonight......I don't want to sleep in my room
Kai: *he takes the plates and washes them before offering to take soul upstairs*
Soul: *he followed close behind*
Zara: *she hadn't fallen asleep*
Kai: *he opens the door to let Soul in* Do you mind of the kid sleeps with us tonight?
Kai: *he nods and closes the door behind them* Thank you. Soul, go get ready for bed.
Kai: *after a few minutes he comes back to the bed in his pjs and lays next to her*
Kai: *he cuddles her and waits for Soul before turning off the lights*
Soul: *he comes running in with his stuffed kitten and closes the door, climbing onto the bed*
Zara: *she was smiling on the inside*
Kai: *he smiles and hugs the both of them* alright *he turns off the lamp* I love both of you.
Zara: *she runs her fingers through his hair*
Soul: *he yawns* love you to
Zara: *she looks at him, her eyes widened* *there was a spark there glistening in her eyes* I-I'm b-back
Kai: *he does the same and cups her cheek* I'll see you in the morning my love
Kai: *he's still asleep peacefully, he hasn't really gotten sleep lately*
Zara: *she smiled and got out of bed, going into her closet and got dressed*
"U-Um, is there a chance I can come in, it's raining really hard outside!"
-The voice was small but still fierce sounds like the girl Soul hangs out with-
(Oh shoot ummm Zara's still getting dressed, IMPROVISE)
Zara: oh yes umm you can come in I'll be in the bathroom *she went to the bathroom and closes the door*
(IMPROVISE!)
Jessie: *she opens the door and walks in. Shaking the water out of her hair* sorry for such an announced arrival
Jessie: *she looks around* nice place you have here. *she stays in her spot to not track around mud and water*
Zara: ummmmmmm I'll be upstairs. I still need to get my dress on so I'll be with you with a towel once I'm done *she came out if the bathroom and went upstairs*
Zara: *she got fully dressed and got a towel* *she then went back to her and wrapped her in the towel* are you okay dear?
-was this the same woman she met?-
Jessie: huh? oh um yes, I'm fine. Are you the woman from yesterday? Soul's mother?
Zara: *she turns on the light so that there was some light* yes in fact I am *her eyes were sparkling *
Jessie: It's nice to see that you are better. *she dries herself off and her hair puffs up* hm...sorry about the mud *she looks down in shame*
Jessie: well people don't appreciate mud in the house. I know my grandparents don't.
Zara: well I'm not your grandparents. Besides I can just clean it up with my magic
Zara: no need to apologize dear *she uses her magic and lifts the mud of of Jessie and and towel and the floor* *she then uses her magic to open the door and uses her magic to scatter the mud outside* there we go *she closes the door*
(sorry, I'm back, are you okay?)
Jessie: thank you ma'am *she took a seat*
(gn)
Jessie: I made grandma mad so they made me sit outside... I don't like sitting in the rain.
(Oop Mochi is into SugarRush. This is the time I let go so I don't feel too hurt like I do right now. I hope that person makes them happy though. My crush shall be short lived. Because I am going to force myself to get over it.)
Jessie: well no but then again half of the time they forget I'm there. I normally walk myself to school early.
Jessie: isn't that what most kids do? Walk to school alone. So they can be independent
Jessie: no one ever pays attention to me. I doubt a kidnapper would to. Plus I've done this for a while. And nothing has happened.
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Zara: we bring our son to school, maybe we can bring you to school as well
Soul: *he came down* oh hey Jessie what are y- *he looks at Zara, wide eyed*
Zara: Hi my little angel *she smiles*
Soul: *tears start to fall down his face*
Zara: on it *she goes over to Soul and hugs him tightly*
Soul: *he cries into her shoulder as he hugs back*
Soul: c-can we do some magic
Zara: of course. Maybe we can teach you Jessie
Soul: b-but she doesn't have magic
Zara: Everything has magic. It just its choice whether it wants to learn or doesn't want to learn
Jessie: hmmm idk if I am able. But I'm willing to try. It seems so cool!
Zara: and even if you don't, then knowledge about magic and it's effects on people is very important knowledge. Schools don't teach them
Soul: its kinda sad really
Zara:because they feel like its forbidden knowledge
(This morning at school I forgot that it was Thursday)
(oof same gn)
Jessie: well that's just not fair if others already have it born with them. *she huffs*
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Zara: that's why we secretly become teachers so that We can equip knowledge for the next generation
Zara: anyways I'm gonna go and wake up my husband. Wanna join me >:3
Soul: *whisper yell* TIME TO WAKE PAPA UP *he runs upstairs super quietly*
Zara: *she kept turning the lamp on and off* ITS TIME TO GET UP!
Soul: *he jumps on the bed*
Kai: *he jolts awake breathing heavily* WHAT HAPPENED!? WHAT'S WRONG!? WHO DO I NEED TO STAB!?
Jessie: *she giggles*
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Kai: *he hugs him, morning to you to. *he looks at Jessie* Oh morning Child, when did you get here?
Jessie: not too long ago. Good morning.
Kai: what- that's so mean.
Jessie: it is what it is. I should be more careful.
Jessie: n-no they just want me to be independent. Children have to learn to do things by their self, Like cooking cleaning, walking to school.
Kai:..... but-
Zara: that. Isn't. Safe. What they are doing is dangerous
Soul: it really is Jessie
Jessie: But I'm fine and can stand up for myself.
Kai: that's not the point. You're still a kid.
Jessie: You don't do that with Soul? Thought everyone did it. well I know he doesn't walk to school but-
Zara: no we don't.
Soul: its not safe. The only thing I do is clean, but I do that with my parents and I have a specific thing I got to clean
Jessie: That's why you learn from your mistakes...... I'm the odd one out... again
Jessie: I'm sure their busy doing something. Some one has to get money. They're always out.
Kai: oh dear, they should not be leaving you alone.
Zara: it could be accidental or it could be on purpose, the only way to know is to know the person or people who are doing the neglecting
Soul: you were doing what you were taught
Zara: anyways *she smiles* what do y'all want for breakfast
Soul: FRENCH TOAST!!!!
Kai: heh of course.
Jessie: *she rubs her nuckles together nervously* can I help?
Zara: no I want you to relax and have fun. Hehehe just like my Husband.
Soul: its not because she doesn't want help. She just wants you to feel like a kid again
Kai: *He huffed and blushed in embarrassment* h-hey
Jessie: oh I see, alright, if that's okay with you.
Kai: *he gave her a small cuddle back*
Jessie: so what do you want to do soul?
Jessie: hmmm, can you show me some magic. There isn't any talk about it at home. Even when I try to talk about it my grandparents dismiss it.
Soul: YEAH. Come on *he runs downstairs*
Zara *she goes downstairs into the kitchen*
Jessie: wait up! *she followed*
Kai: *he follows the children to supervise them*
Zara: *she starts making breakfast*
Soul: okay so this is something very simple *he closed his eyes*
Soul: I bet you can, you just have to believe you can do it. You have to believe that you have magic
Soul: *he hold her hands* you just have to believe. If I'm able to do it, then you are able to. Just trust me. Now closes your eyes *he closes his eyes*
Soul: now relax your muscles and imagine that you are floating *he relaxes*
Soul: now transfer that thought into action, transfer the thought of floating to your feel. Believe that you have magic, and once you do you'll feel a tingling sensation go through your body. You will start to levitate off the ground
Jessie: *she does exactly as she's told and after a couple of seconds she begins to levitate off the ground*
Jessie: um okay *she manages to relax again and starts slowly falling back to the ground*
Jessie: not really. I haven't been able to since... *she puts her head down* well no.
Jessie: what games did you have in mind? *she seemed eager to change the topic*
Soul: something I play with a ball and I try to shoot it in a basket that my dad would hold. Usually that's how we make clean up time fun
Jessie ooh, but would the basket be as tall as your dad. I don't think I could reach that high.
Soul: he bends his No need a little so that I can reach them. Its great bonding time with my dad. He's usually upstairs in his office doing work
Kai: aww I see, sounds very fun. I'm glad you two have a good relationship. I wish I could still have that.
(:0 when do you want him back broski? I really need to start writting down everyone's name. I keep forgetting them)
Kai: *he chuckled* yeah yeah, I heard. I'll get the basket. *he gets up to go find the basket*
(but anyway as I was saying, when do you want him back?)
Jessie: hehehe *she quickly follows*
Kai: *he comes into the toy room with the basket* alright, are you kids ready to play?
(Mhm)
Soul: yeah!
Zara: sorry to spoil the fun but breakfast is ready
Soul: awwwwwwwwwww
(oki doki)
Kai: hey don't worry kid, we can do it after breakfast
Jessie: yeah! I promise we'll do it afterwards
Jessie: *she ran to the table* what did you cook Mrs. Zara?
Kai: *he walks over to the table*
Jessie: I've never had "French toast" before
-Kai and Jessie sit art the Table-
Kai: trust me, it tastes amazing
Jessie: hmmmm *she takes a bite of the French Toast* MMMMMM So good
(gn)
Jessie: *she smiled happily as she ate*
Kai: *he eats as well* thank you for breakfast, Love.
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(I've been looking through your old anims to look for nostalgic rp's to save up until I realized a pattern in the way you emotionally carried yourself and it was- it had really depressing undertones. Like you were a song that had happy music playing with really fricked up lyrics. And I'm realizing how much I just didn't think of it as anything but I look at it now and I'm honestly concerned. I know you got trauma and on the low, in some of the anims you hinted at it heavily as if it was something you just wanted or needed to vent about and no one noticed. And honestly I just wanna say sorry for being so stupid not understanding why you were so frequently sad or not really taking it too seriously when you thought everyone was ignoring you. I'm sorry for not being the friend you may have needed at the time because I was literally just a dumb kid who just wanted to write stories with someone. You are a really great friend and I love you for that. I'm sorry I wasn't mentally there 2 years ago to truly make you-
Happy. But I got you now. And I don't ever wish to hurt you or leave you feeling empty or alone. I might just be over analyzing the past but I feel really guilty for not noticing. And I really just want to make you happy because I can't tell you how many times you have literally made me feel like I was everything. And for a person with horrifically low self esteem that is everything to me. Thank you. Good night bestie.)
(I've haven't really realized it myself really. I guess I just bottle it all up and say that everything is great)
(You shouldn't bottle that stuff up. It's heavy stuff that a kid shouldn't have to bear. Also I'm pretty sure with your case you might actually have to talk to someone about that. It's never too late to tell. And if they don't listen then screw em! Because I believe you. But yeah. Bottling stuff up isn't good, especiallywhen it'sthat serious. I really hope you feel better.)
(Eh you had a tendency of admitting that you were scared to fall in love because of "something that scarred me for life". You did this on multiple occasions. Even straight up one time asking people to guess what it was that scarred you. Idk if you dis this subconsciously or if you just wanted to talk to someone about it. You eventually stopped doing it though once you got into a fight with someone who accused you for being an attention whore. Then you proceeded to have a mental breakdown. That's the only way found out years ago. Then I never wanted to bring it up because I was scared it was gonna hurt you. Like now, I'm sorry.)
(I believe that conversation shut you down from asking for help completely. Then I remember that just went into some sort of mood swing. Where you would be happy, be sad, hardly angry, or would straight up tell me that you felt empty and I never knew why.)
(I'm sorry I can stop talking about it now. I can see it's making you uncomfortable. Sorry for bringing it up. How can I make it up to you?)
(I'm kinda feeling empty right now but that's only because I'm tired. I've recovered from that incident that happened to me years ago, besides I've already gotten help for that)
(1. Get some more sleep dear child.
2. I'm so happy you got help for that. And recovered. Still tempted to beat him tho-
3. *huggles* sorry for rehashing the past to the present. It was wrong of me. I just kinda got really worried. I got that extreme panic mode and guilt mode going. I love you platonically. )
(*huggles* thank you I was probably trying to vent for another reason because I know during that time I was going through a crappy 8th grade year)
(Yeah, middle school in general just sucked. But I'm so happy you're doing much better. Your happiness brings me happiness. I should be thanking you.)
(And you don't always have you to be. It's healthy to cry and feel sad sometimes but I'll be here to try and make you feel better if that is any help. No matter what mood you're in I will stay by your side as long as you want me to.)
(Of course)
Zara: no problem sweetie *she took two French toast and some scrambled eggs*
Soul: Mama cooks the best food. She makes it full of love *he eats*
Zara:yeah I probably should *she starts to eat and her eyes glisten* *she had forgotten what her own food tasted like*
Jessie: oh lucky I did have an aunt once. She was super sweet but could kick anyone's butt.
Jessie: well she was deployed. She served in the army where I used to live but she never came back when she was supposed to. I remember my mama cried when a man came told us she wasn't coming home. I guess they wanted her to work an extra few years. I wish she came back though. I rather live with her than my grandparents.
Jessie: *she let's go as well* well heh thank you. What are your uncles like?
Soul: I can't say. They don't visit that often. One is really busy and the other is trying to stay alive and out of sight
Soul: Uncle Zane isn't liked by the king so he ran away when he was very little. Leaving my mom all alone
Jessie: oh, that's quite unfortunate. And not fair. Ugh I hate the idea of kings and queens
(I think its actually best if I tell you what happened to me. So I was in 4th grade and my owm brother started touching me in place that were inappropriate. He kissed me in a way that only lovers should be kissing. He told me not to tell anyone, so I didn't. I then told one of my friends in 5th grade and had to go to therapy)
(Don't worry. He also went to Therapy and has apologized and we now have a close brother and sister relationship)
(I see I'm so sorry. I'm glad you told someone though. A lot of people don't tell anyone until many years later. In all honesty your decision created a best case scenario. I'm glad you turned out okay. I also don't know if you have 1 or more brothers. If you have one and I ever meet him I will beat his ass. Out of pure rage and I apologize in advance. I love you and I will do my best to protect you)
(Oop- okay, I'm glad that he understands that that was a ****ed up move. Now I won't beat his ass but I probably still won't like him)
(2 brothers. Don't worry he's actually a big goof ball. You would love him)
(Sorry dude. It's hard for me to trust people who my friends. For it's "if you hurt my friend you have hurt me. So now it's personal, but I'll try my best to get along. After all in the end. You still know him better than I do.)
(That's understandable. Your just like me with friends)
Soul: anyways shall we go and clean up the Toy room papa?
Jessie: *she nods* mhm!
Kai: *he finishes eating and picks his and the kids plates and goes to wash them* I'll be with you two in a bit
(Kk)
Jessie: *follows*
Kai: *he takes her plate and washes* what do you plan to do today?
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(I'm at my cousin's graduation party right now and I have immense levels of social anxiety right now. /w\)
Kai: I see, well I'll be upstairs. You can be with us if you like.
Kai: *he goes upstairs to help the kids clean up the toy room by playing hoops*
Zara: *she follows to watch the fun*
Soul: we sort by what toy they are
Jessie: hmm okay, wanna show me first?
Kai: *he picked up the basket to be the hoop*
Soul: mhm *he picks up a few balls and shoots them into the basket*
Kai: *he smiled* great shot!
Jessie: hmm let me try. *she tries to throw a ball in but misses* aw...
Kai: I know you can do it.
Jessie: oki doki. *she picks up a ball focusing on the target and throws it straight into the basket* YES
-they continue to clean up the play area until its completely cleaned up-
Jessie: I like your families traditions... it's nice to spend time with people acknowledge your existence
Jessie: mhm! Look *she closes her eyes, relaxes and focuses on levitating and she starts to float*
Jessie: *,she giggled* my grandparents would have never taught me this
Jessie: well... I'm not sure, like I said before we never really talked about Magic...
Jessie: *she gasps and her eyes lit up* I would live that!
Kai: I'm sure we could make a schedule for classes
(I was literally just about to do that)
-theg soon hear a knock on the door-
Sebastian: hey it's Sebastian, I just wanted to stop by since I was in town. If you don't mind could I come in?
Sebastian: *he walks in* thank you Zara.
Kai: *he walks downstairs* oh, I didn't expect you to come back so soon.
Sebastian: *he hugs his little bro* well surprises are always nice aren't they?
Sebastian: *he hugged him as well* heh I missed you too
Jessie: *she soon comes downstairs to see what's going on* oh- hello?
(One of my cousins is wearing a pirate outfit and I'm like "YASSSSSS SLAY" literally she looks so good)
Zara: Jessie, this is Sebastian
Soul: my hard working uncle
(:0 what's the occasion?)
Sebastian: *he let's both of them go* and who are you little one?
Jessie: I'm Jessie, Soul's friend
Sebastian: well it's nice to meet you too
(Mother's Day)
Zara: hey um Sebastian, Kai.........have you've seen Shard anywhere
(I completely forgot-)
Kai: I haven't sweetheart
Sebastian: sorry Zara, I haven't yet
Jessie: oh I see, sorry about your friend.
Sebastian: hey I'm sure he'll show up soon
