Rasengan vs Chidori
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Ethan-Bean 
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04.02.2019
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Ethan-Bean[OP]
04.02.2019 12:00
LinkGood morning..... You may know I went through some tough stuff yesterday...,but last night I went through the worst pain of my life ever, in a very long time.. I .. How do I put this into words that you will understand.. I almost lets just say I almost caused myself to lose my own life.. I wouldn't persay say its my fault but I would say I wouldn't be where I am at right now this morning.. If I caught it out.
Ethan-Bean[OP]
04.02.2019 12:02
LinkBut I didn't I realized what was happening and I didn't. Here's what I'm saying. I stopped breathing last night due to lets call it an "episode" of a major major heart block which caused me to have a heart burn and potentially a heart attack, this happened because I was panicking about how Mia might leave me for ever and ill never get to do all this fun things with her and hold her and tell her she's mine and her to him me and kiss me and we just kiss each other and hold each other so I started panicking and. Trying and having an anxiety attack and that's basically how. But the heart block was from something else.
Ethan-Bean[OP]
04.02.2019 12:03
LinkSo I basically almost died
I... I was so happy she made me so happy and now I'm not anymore.. I'm so sad and Shit like I was before.. She literally saved me from killing myself but now I want to ... She turned me into a great person and now I'm just ... I'm just not there anymore.. She helped me so much,and though she may not think she did but she really did... She did so much and I can't see her go I can't stand the fact of her leaving me it hurt a like a knife just piercing through my body and a body of water drowns g me with vines and rocks pulling me down under..
And every morning if wake up go to my phone and text her and shed reply with "good morning dada! ^///^" and it made me so happy and I just I love her so much I love her so ****ing much
And in so sorry I got you into this I really I will never forgive myself for this ever... I will never ever forgive myself, just like I never forgave myself since you misunderstood what I was saying that one say... I'm so sorry I yelled at you and hurt you so my h and in the reason he's doing this to you its my fault...
But she.. Doesn't deserve to be punished this way for loving someone she loves and at least I love her more than her sad and mom I treat her a million times better than her own ****ing family does she doesn't deserve them, she doesn't deserve to be punished like this she should be allowed to love who she wants she's ****ing 15!
I'd do anything for her to have her stuff back and to be able to talk to me and love on me just like before I would give and do anything ... T^T
Ok just want to hold her and tell her its okay and ill never ever let her go and I kiss her blowing up my phone xD T^T because I love it when she talks to me o love it and I just need her before I do kill myself because it's hurting me so much
I know I'm not religious but I wish I was and I wish god was real right now so I could wish this never had to happen and we... We got to love each other forever we still love each other but I mean like not have to take a break like this.... Because I'm not surviving right now.. I'm so close to putting a bullet in my head just so I can be with her and see her and when she's sad I get go actually. Middle her just in dead
hey! you can believe in God if you want to! i believe there is a God in this world, and just pray to him! just sa, "God, its a tough time for me now. I need your help..." and finish it with any personal intentions. im not trying to convert you, but if you try, you can pick a denomination for yourself when you get older!!
Oh yeah also I'm in the hospital right now because if last night but... I'm when I'm gonna be out I have to go now...
oh! i hope your ok!!!! just stay calm! youll get her back for sure!!! just hope for the day you can get together again!!
best of luck!!!! dont kill yourself please!!!!! we need you! i need you to do more art!!!!! your really good!
*i think your kinda cute such bad timing*
we need you on here! if you kys think of what you would be missing!!! all of your family and friends, your followers, and then your girlfriend will think it was her fault you killed yourself, and will have IMMENSE guilt!!! your gonna be ok!!!!!!
No she wouldn't.. She loves me so much and I love her so much and were gonna be okay shell be back soon! ^/////^