If you don't like me Don't want to spend time with me Or just want me to ****ing stop talking to you then so be it and just tell me its not that ****ing hard but me going out of my way trying to ****ing talk to you guys ad trginf to tell you I feel left out and that I just want to ****ing talk then just get ****ing ignored when you're clearly on ****ing hurts If you want to pick sides then be my guest But don't let my hopes get high that you want to be friends still Cause how I'm getting treated by people who I thought were my closet friends like apsolute garbage and its bullshit

I miss you guys and if its just me being in my head and shit then I'm sorry I just want to talk and it feels like I've been getting ignored by half of my friend group at thus point if I did something wrong please tell me I'm willing to try and make it better