*aggressively watches him*
GG No RE
GIR does the macarena dance
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how firepaw fights (warriors)
元芳
Greenie: Déjà vu V.2
Uh... Let's talk. (Apology?)
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kidanimator 
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21.09.2024
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kidanimator[OP]
21.09.2024 12:47
LinkI made this account when I was like 13. I was stupid, and way too young to use any social media, but did anyway because I thought I was mature enough. I joined the hazbin/zoophobia fandom and it lead to me being groomed on multiple occasions into drawing NSFW, and doing NSFW roleplays with full grown adults. This lead to me being desensitised and normalised to some gross stuff and I said/drew some super toxic stuff thinking it was okay because these adults said it was. This went on for YEARS, mainly consisting of weird art of Addison from Zoophobia and Joshua/Neku from TWEWY. I've recently been getting back into TWEWY which made me realise how messed up it was to draw these teenage characters in such situations and read weird fanfiction about them.
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kidanimator[OP]
21.09.2024 12:48
LinkEventually, i got out of the grooming situation and that's around the time I left FA, and went through a huge depressive state. I tried to come back on multiple occasions hoping to find joy in doing short animations again but the stuff I did before always popped into my mind and I was pushed away again.
I'm 18 now. I've realised the gross shit I did as a kid was indeed gross shit. And I take full accountability for it. I'm incredibly sorry to anyone I made uncomfortable during this time and I sincerely regret it. I've gotten heaps of therapy and I am now in a real relationship, and am surrounded by friends who have had similar experiences and helped reassure me that while what I did was wrong, it wasn't necessarily my fault. It was the 27 year old man who normalised it to my 13-15 year old brain.
So I want to try again. I want to go back to my roots and make small animations with my ocs and favourite characters. Even if I can't be forgiven for what I did... I'd like to give FA another shot.
kidanimator[OP]
21.09.2024 12:48
LinkAnd this apology is the start of my new journey.
kidanimator[OP]
21.09.2024 12:49
Link12* I made this account when I was 12
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kidanimator[OP]
21.09.2024 21:00
LinkSpam bot ^
On that note; Vivziepop fans please avoid interaction, its a major discomfort media for me after everything that's happened and the creator is an abhorrent person. Thankyou.