I has a question

What was your plans for the story? I am curious UwU

Wait— *what were

Sounds like something Quinn would do UwU

They are stylish UwU

I never had much of a plan lol. My plan was “go with the flow, make them all as happy as possible”

W h a t s t h e e n d

I think all I really planned was Ashers existence lol

Y a y

Justice is good

Story kinda gets messed up lol XD I keep my story characters and rp characters separate

I erased some and it makes me sad :(

Because now I’m gone there’s some stories that are dead now

U-U oh well. New stories will be made.

I have too many distractions I need to try and be a functional human

It’s still sad tho :/

I’m sorry :/

I guess. I just feel bad for ruining the story. But then I would feel bad continuing it without really having a heart for it, y’know?

That’s true, I suppose. I’ve only got like three years until I have to manage on my own.

It’ll be a little sad I guess. But happy too? Bittersweet, that’s the term. Bittersweet memories.

It would help if it was easier though lol

I’m hoping to get into graphic design— but I’m not all that talented at it. Backup plan is politics, or perhaps investigative work. (Things I’m actually good at)

I honestly just need to spend time working on my art. I’m also supposedly good a poetry... but I’m not so sure I actually am.

Should probably get something done about my probable depression.... but just the thought of that gives me awful anxiety. I don’t want people doting over me. I don’t want to be babied. But then again, according to my research over the years, I do probably have some form of it. The sort of empty lack of emotion, loss of desire, oversleeping.

I mean it’s the best explaination I’ve got.

I guess I always imagined it differently. More of a sadness or an ache. More of a “I don’t want to live”. But I guess it’s just a sort of emptiness. It’s not that I want to die, it’s just that I wouldn’t exactly mind if I did. It’s not that I don’t want to live and be happy, it’s just I don’t have any desire to put forth the effort. I don’t want to try. But I do want to try? I just kinda feel tired.

Yeah. I guess.

I don’t want people to worry about me. I’m kinda waiting for the people who look at the depression tests they give you at the doctors to notice lol.

By then I wonder if they even care? Because I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m not going to try and kill myself. I guess it’s crossed my mind like once, but I’ve never actually wanted to. I’ve never made any motion to hurt myself or anything.

Well it’s a symptom

And sometimes I wonder if it matters at all if you aren’t. Because that’s all you hear about.

No one talks about anything else. It’s kind of like “if you aren’t suicidal you aren’t really depressed”

Yeah I know

I have another friend who’s probably got depression. And one friend who I think already got help. I don’t know. I think maybe once he gets a car we can both get help. Then I don’t have to worry about being alone with people who won’t understand or anything.

It won’t be long now.

Thanks I appreciate it :)

Wow this became dark

Hmm now to devise a random topic change

Y E S

E V E R Y O N E

Sounds good to me 0v0

Wait a second how does Mortis just not notice

Doesn’t his soul need to be taken out too??

And how does this benefit Celeste 🤔🤔

oOo

O o f

Elaine ):0

Y u do this Elaine

Okay wait so was Elaine destined to be w Lucifer and I messed that up or what? Cause if I take my characters out this seems like the most reasonable outcome.

Wait if Elaine is making his life harder how does that happen XD

Ohhhh. So basically the same kinda thing.

Just think of good ones and that’s all you’ll need :)

That’s fair, haha. The best thing I could come up with was an immortal lonely dude— But I’m still working on that lamppost :) Gtg sleep now talk to you in the morning

Morning has arrived

Lol I was gone too

UwU

What did they cosplay as 0o0

When your so antisocial people think it’s weird when you speak oop

Btw I’ll be gone all next week

Sad sad but it’ll be fun

To a camp

I will ride horses among other things

Tis indeed UwU

Home can be good

Home is familiar

I would like to not do things. Doing things is exhausting.

Yup

Could just say nothing like everyone else.

S’okay. I dunno. Tell me a story or something.

I like kittens :)

Awwwwww

I like your friend

I wish to befriend him he amuses me

How so?

He sounds amusing

I sleep now

Leaving now goodbye