Im so ugly and annoying why would anyone love me

I never shut up

I always get bullied everywhere I go

I didn't even do anything

Im so unlovable and ugly

My face is so gross my cheeks are chubby and skin is dry and my eyes are tired and my lips are dry and my teeth are gross

Im so ugly why

What is wrong with my body

Im so ****ing ugly

Im so selfish and tired and gross and lazy and ill and exhausted and angry

Why doesn't everyone just hurt me and not the ones I love

I will never ever ****ing forgive you for what you did you ****ing green shitbag I hope you rot in hell

Ive wanted to leave this website for so ****ing long but I always come crawling back.

I remember when my account was sort of dead for a few months. Now look where I am. Shitposting every hour of everyday, staying up till midnight on this stupid green website

I remember when things were worse though

I couldn't stay clean for the life of me

I'd bring my scissors to school and hide in stalls

And for the days I didn't bring scissors I scratched mysekf

And I had those awful fantasies

The ones about my head. Blowing it off

I hope that doesn't come back.

And I pray to god nobody I know is reading this right now.

I barely even fit into the class where I should feel welcomed

Nobody likes me

If anyone I know is reading this Im sorry. I promise Im getting help and Im trying my best