I hope he knows that if me and him ever dated I would have been the best partner he would ever have had. I would have prioritized his needs over my own every single day, every ****ing day I would have told him how pretty he is and just drowned him in the nicest ****ing things he would have ever been told

i'm always going to be the second option. I will always be the one who everyone only goes to for sex. I am sick of it I love attention so much that I dont care what kind of attention it is I want to just be held by someone but instead it has to be ****ing sex.

this is why I should just give up on guys. guys ****ing suck I should just go after girls instead because they dont always just want sex

I TOOK ****ING NUDES FOR YOU EVEN WHEN IT MADE ME FEEL DISGUSTING ONLY BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO TELL ME HOW PRETTY I WAS BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS TELL ME I'M PRETTY WHEN I SHOW YOU STUFF LIKE THAT YOU BEG AND BEG FOR IT AND I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE SO I DO IT