It isn't a gift, it isn't a sjperpower. It's a disorder. It's a developmental disorder that I have to live with. Its so ****ing hard when you can accidentally hurt someone you love and not even know what you did wrong. It make you feel defective zpand steam k and wring. I love jokes animation bout autism because it makes me feel normal. Like everyone else, I can be joked about. For that few minutes I'm not weird anymore.

The worst thing about being autistic is not knowing. You don't know how that person is feeling, you don't know what you did wrong, you don't know if that one thing you do is really weird, or if everyone makes fun of you, or if that guy was genuinely trying tonhurt you. And no matter how hard you try, you feel like you will never really be able to know.