I want to make a fursuit but everywhere im trying to buy foam isn't letting me or a scam, I feel like im being lazy, i want to go out places but everythings closed, my dad got short with me because my craft room is a mess and i haven't cleaned it yet, my brother is mean when i test makeup. i guess i've just been given everything and i'm some snobby kid venting about things that are normal to most people...

i guess i also feel sad cause my girlfriend cant love me for a long time and has to lie to her parents and pretend i'm wierd to satisfy them, we get into arguments too sometimes i love her though, i like how nobody is going to read this anyway so ill just continue to vent.

i had to not show my mom my makeup today cause it was heavy but i loved it so much, i pretended i had to go to the bathroom to avoid my brother asking if i was going anywhere and asking why im putting make up on.

nobody reads my vents haha, its because all of my followers like my drawings heh