Hi so im feeling down..

Being bullied, judged, and just torn up by people on kosmi.

yea..

it doesnt feel like anybody is here...

It feels like im trapped in a void of unluckiness and hatred..

i just dont want to even live ive been hurt so many times yet im very very unopen about it and i trap it in

I hate my ****ing life its so trash, i only have one support friend. Where did my happy ending go? I thought i was gonna be a happy person, but i cant do that. All i do is self-isolate and let all this ****ing shit happen I have no emotional irl shoulder to lay on Im a ****ing terrible human I let all the bullying happen Im stupid im not worth Anything im a ****ing slut im terrible im worth nothing Im just a bastard who lets people step all over me I want to end everything I cant be open about anything. maybe it was better without me.

Why cant i die. it feels like behind everyones mask they hate me My mom says im a slut. i cant belive people liked me Evan was tight im ugly he vomits everytime he sees me, so do i Im not worth it Im surprised i have you Im ugly. im ugly, im ugly. im surprised i had friends. im surprised people dated me im surprised you talk to me im a bastard, im a bastard im so ****ing stupid to belive anyone liked me thats it :,)