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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
14.12.2025 17:32
Linkive always been different from my peers, which made me feel isolated, like i do not belong in society. online i feel sort of connected, you know? there is more people like me in ways. i dont have to be quiet all of the time and act different for people. sometimes i do hold back but a lot of the time i can be free to talk however id like. even though im still worried about how others think of me, and i do mask a lot of things, i think i should start to let that guard down a little bit more. i want to have genuine connections with people, i dont want someone to know me as how i act for them. i dont know what im even saying, just thinking. i wanted to say also that i appreciate everyone who cares for me and cares for others. at the moment i do not understand why people care about me but i am still very grateful for it. i hope someday i can figure it out. even though this website has done a lot of bad things to me, i made lots of friends and found people who want to talk to me. it means the world to me
honestly, I've always felt the same way as well. but the way your "different" from others is simply what makes you unique in a copy and paste society. call me a corny mf or whatever but expressing yourself freely is the main goal in life. its taken me 4 years and I still hold back, but its practice that makes things perfect. take this how you will, but the less you think about what other people view you as, the more you become and find what's in your heart and head.
❤❤❤ thank you. this really means a lot to me. good on you for your practice and how far youve come on trying to express yourself more. i want to continue my efforts on that as well. it would probably lessen a lot of my stress if i let myself live as who i am a little more ^^; i hope you are doing well.