i just wanna doodle smth but like everything is like not right???? it's been like this for a bit and it's prabably bc there's like a period of time im not doing much and when i come back on drawing i keep doing things i know well and i lost the part i just learned before the break i took which is the part i wanna keep and now i should go pratice and try regain that but i just wanna doodle aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

god i hate drawing but i love it it's like the only thing i know how to do and people give compliment when i do it i need compliments to stay alive

yah of course!!! i kinda just drop that there as an idea that anyone can adopt at any time if they wanna🙏