no matter what i do, nobody ever listens to me liek come on mannn.... ive been trying SO HARD to put myself out there and stop being a coward but its like everyone knows im stupid so they never take me seriously and just ignore me to listen to the other person.

i feel so damn invisible sometimes; i tried to dress nicely so people might take me serious but shit doesnt work!! im not mad at my partner at the table for this situation specifically. not a big deal but its just kinda what made me so upset for the LAST TIME !! not rllyi m just blehg.. she spoke alot so of coure they listened to her but whenever i have the oppertunity to talk, they just dont listen. one girlie who actually was interested kepy asking question but only directing them at the other girl i was just ...

whatever its fine. you know why? because I SPOKE IN THE MICROPHONE 3 TIMES TODAY