Can't sleep
10 comments
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:23
LinkJust overthinking-
I thought I heard them sniffle but like well now idk if they just vague posted abt me but idk-
That's not the reason I'm overthinking-
Like it's part of it but not too important
I just- I want to be able to help ppl the same way they do for me yk?
But I know talking just isn't how most ppl get through it-
Idk,,,
Like- what makes me feel better is getting on call with someone I love hanging out with and talking about stupid stuff like shows and laughing abt gay jokes- but I guess I can see how that's not helpful to many other ppl
Some ppl just need to actually talk abt it
But I cant-
Like I can't even get MY life together
I want to make you happy I do I just can't do what you need me to do
And then when I can't help I get ghosted 😮💨
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:25
LinkBrain is mush rn- I made a friend over discord again and uh- not friend. So yea- then she has the audacity to cry about how her day is crap and I never help her
Like
Bae
Stfu
I don't care about your problems enough to give to shits if you wanna cuss me out for no reason other than you're trying to push your problems onto me when I'm literally in the same boat
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:27
LinkZamn I'm really out here trying to exist for people who don't even need me anymore
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:28
LinkI mean..at this point it's so difficult to find good things about ppl..
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:29
LinkLowkey Rose, Evy and Tyson are the only good things in my life rn
Sure my teachers are cool but like
Idc how they react to my suicide
I want to do it so bad.
Because the horrible people and thinhs in my life are overbearing compared to the small positive things
Maybe I'll just cut again.
It's been a month or so..
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:30
LinkI'm so tired of these drugs bruh
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
15.10.2022 08:30
LinkAnd people
And people who aren't people