i used to have crazy nose bleeds so often and it looked like a murder look place in my sink

anyways! i am in a good mood. but... someone at school stole my chromebook charger. i think. i wouldve noticed if it fell out of my bag right????

also my friends keep so much stuff from me :( like my step sister tells them things but she doesnt tell me? i thought we were super duper close and im kindof sad . they keep saying iam too innocent to know things. im not innocent im just doing what i amsupposed to? like? push in chair. not shoplift. wait patiently. use manners. ???? my friends are so confusing

and my mom is accusing me of taking her edibles so i asked my friend and she said my step sister has been taking them. are you serious. just admit it in the first place??!??!? im gonna confront her later about this because im genuinely upset that she is lying to me . why does everyone lie to me!!!! i dont understand.

and my friend says theres a lot of bad things my step sister has done that i dont know. ??? i tell her so much, i always thought we were super close???? but. she is just going to lie to me,,,? anyways. i didnttake a nap like i was supposed to and insttead watched try not to laugh videos and they were actually super funny i laughed for like a minite at hthis video of a guy adn his friend in science classroom and his friend puts a small torch near his hand and he yells and runs to the emergency shower and it completely drenches him i need to find it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1u3WFcqeo4 this i think. i was watching it on my tv but it says i cant watch it on my school chromebook forsome reason

dude i am so close to 800 folowers thank you guys :)

i am buying a dress and undershirt they are lolita ^o^ i dont own anything like this besides one poofy skirt that i will wear under the one i buy to make it supa poofy. what do i do when i get it though..??? everyday i wear a hoodie and black leggings to school, if i show up in a frilly dress i might look weird.

the dress is a super cute bear theme i debated on choosing the brown option or the transgender colored option i chose brown because i think it looks more calmer for school.

im converting back to being the weird kid slowly. i am probably going to get bullied like i did in middle school when people found my tiktok account with my furry videos. but. it will be ok i think.

im kindof super hesitant to wear it . because i want m teachers too think i am normal girl human . not. a weird creatue. they cant know my true self ! me when i mask . in public. i will probably never be able to unmask in public i can hardly unmask around even my closest family and friends

i wish people would think i am normal and not weird and i can keep the weird to myself. i wish people could see me in a crazy outfit and think its normal.

feeling super anxious about being made fun of because people were filming me at school and i wasnt doing anything..? i thin they were recording the people at the same table as me but. i dont know.

today was a mess i didnt get anything done besides a super good anatomy i made in my sketch book

bed time. at 6 pm. goodnight i will be back.

BRUH I DO WITH A TISSUE IT NEEDS TO BE CLEANED

HHEJKLP