Because obviously whenever I get angry people make me feel horrible. The 1st time was anger issues. The second was self defence. The third broke me. Just tell me if you don't wanna be friends with me, obviously everyone hates me. Because of course, they wanna be nice to me. Whenever I reveal my emotions everyone is the same.

When I break down only then they apologize or make me feel "Better" And only when I reveal my emotions they forgive me. What about those thousand chances? I only give them so I can feel better, but the damage was done.

What about my old friend? I actually cared about them. But of course, I had to get angry and lost them. Now they left, and someone I gave fanart too, forgave, suddenly turned on me. Who cares?

What's the point of making a vent if everyone ignores you?

Infact, what's the point of making friends.

"You are the 1st dumbest person in the world. Never call us 5 year olds you are 80 year old with smelly teeth."

I lost everybody. I'm fake. Get over it. Ignore me. Go ahead. Go make new friends. I'm not worth your love.

And without knowing I got angry at him again, and now.. He left.

And without knowing I got angry at him again, and now.. He left. I'm just toxic. I'm attention seeking. Go ahead, ignore me for all I care.

I'm just a witch who should go back to Hell. It's true, anyways.