mika.. ik this is just. text but please try to find another way than that. this can ****ing k-ll you. i dont. know how old you are but ik you have a ****ing future. i know things will get better. i know how you feel i really really do. but. this isnt a way to relieve stress.

..what the hell are you using. try to put it in a space you cannot get to that easily. ik im. not the best at advice. but god damn i just. i want to slap you to show how ****ing much i care. please tell me you washed up/cleaned it.

thats good. we dont want you to get an infection. how long are you stayin in the hotel mika?. you dont need to answer. just. try to not do it. your a good person mika. i hate it when you do this to yourself.

until monday. ok. when your home. please put the things where its hard for you to get..and np. i want my great grand daughter ok.