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2ndlil-Lemon 
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14.01.2022
20 comments
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:15
LinkI hate how so many ppl are quitting fa
and how someone hacked my old account I used to have friends now most of them quit or we don’t talk anymore
It used to be fun drawing on here making animations and ppl would see them
Now only 3-4 actually pay attention to my drawings
And it’s annoying because I work so hard on them and my iPad starts being slow but I still finish them and not much ppl see them
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:15
LinkI don’t really know what to post anymore..
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:15
LinkI don’t really share my art anywhere else anymore because I feel like my parents are more proud of my sisters art so I don’t share it anymore
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:20
LinkWish I had more online friends because I’m shy irl don’t talk much
And I don’t really have anyone to talk to at home because my family is christian and I don’t really feel connected to god or anything so yea and my mom will think somethings wrong and I don’t want to deal with that she’s already stressed out I don’t wanna make it worse
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:23
LinkI honestly hate myself sometimes I feel stupid and dumb for decisions I make
I just keep it all inside sometimes I cry alone at night because my family wouldn’t understand..
I don’t know what to do
I think my anxiety is getting worse
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:27
LinkAnd I feel the need to make others happy I usually forget about my problems like the never existed but when I think abt them I feel like crying but I feel stupid if I cry abt past problems it makes it worse
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:31
LinkI act like I’m 10 or 11 sometimes when I realize I feel embarrassed but I can’t help it for some reason i what to be a kid again I was so much happier now I’m going to high school soon I don’t feel ready I’m terrible at math I dislike reading and writing my memory sucks I just want to be in elementary again it was so much funner
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:33
LinkI started getting shy in like 4th or 5th grade it wasn’t that bad now I don’t want to talk to ppl I even if its just a “good morning” I don’t respond I want to but don’t..
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:37
LinkI try to act all happy but it’s just typing it’s not hard to pretend
2ndlil-Lemon[OP]
14.01.2022 08:41
LinkI wish I could be flat I hate how I look sometimes I’m actually happy with myself but other times I look in the mirror and just stare and walk away