I probably shoulda kept this on private 💀 but yk if you see this than uh Jeepers. don't worry bout it LOL! I'm ok DW. my parents slowly are improving, my sibling helps. my friends are the BEST! and I'm in multiple extracurriculars to distract me. we a ok, alr? DW about me or feel bad after this, yes it was dramatic. because I do believe I have failed my younger self for MANY reasons. But hey! I'm alive, and I can't imagine it any other way. I'm used to it. I might one day get the courage to report my parents, however it just feels petty now- I'm almost out of my house. but I can easily get hurt before then. a delema!!! I again don't think I'll be hurt that bad. and i'll be fine okay! again this is stuff I usually don't share publicly so- uhm just be kind? maybe think about what you would say to your youngerself?