Sometimes I just start thinking of myself and I get overly sad, my heart starts aching for the validation to cry but I just,, block it out, I'll look at myself in the mirror and call myself by my dead name just to tear my confidence down,, I'll tell myself I'm not valid, but then you guys tell me I am,, I'm so fūcking grateful for that,, you guys are the best, and you somehow make me feel better, thank you for that