im not afraid of the plants themselves but im scared of them growing from under my skin. ive recently been having dreams where the roots of flowers would burrow under my flesh so slowly and painfully and then the buds would sprout where you were able to see them. it feels like being stabbed over and over and no one in my dream took me seriously enough to take me to a doctor

one of the first ones, it was only on the soles of my feet and had to get people to carry me, waddle on my knees, scoot on my butt, and do a weird walk where i would only use the very backs of my heels cause it hurt so bad