Okay heres the story: Fernleap has Fawnkit and Wolfkit. Wolfkit dies of whitecough, and fernleap soon after. Fawnpaw meets her mentor Pigeonflight and dislikes him, but she soon warms up to him and develops a crush on him. Once she becomes a warrior she becomes his mate. While bringing a rabbit back to camp she finds him almost dead and tries to convince him to let her take him back to camp to seek help. But he knows he won't make it. He dies and Fawnstep grieves for moons, she was carrying his kits which he wouldn't be able to see.. but only a week after birth her only kit, died. ever since she's had a trust issue and is afraid of loving again. Although she is sweet and kind she is empty inside, needing someone or something to fill that black void. Sorry if its too long or hard to understand