I hate/love you. I didn’t even think it was possible to feel two strong feelings for one person until you came a long. Why did you have to exist, but I’m glad you exist. I’m sorry I’ve failed you, your probably happier with my friends more than me.

I’ve seen you smile more around my friends than me. You don’t even trust me, especially your friends. I don’t even know why I try anymore, and if I avoided you for a week or even a day, you’d forget I even exist. You were the first person I actually felt happy around, like nothing else in the world mattered. But to you I’m probably just a piece of trash, a creep, and a crazy person. Oh wait, I already am, aren’t I?

Stupid Freaking Cupid messes around with one of the most delicate piece that makes you, well, you. And it could be on Valentine’s Day, it could be on a special day, but for me, Cupid does it 24/7. I sometimes wish love never existed, but I know that without any love our world wouldn’t be the world we’ve created together. Every time I fall in love it brings me back to stage #1 and leaves me in more fear to love again. I have come to a part where I don’t have much love in me anymore, so I try to use it wisely. I chose you, and now there’s no turning back. Even Cupid agrees. But if your in the same situation that I am in, keep trying, and I promise you with all of my heart you will find your time. Remember, I don’t have much courage and love left in me, so that is why I chose M.P. All that matters to me is the personality and eyes. He is sweet, kind, funny, everything I wanted in love. He doesn’t make much eye-contact, but when he does, I love to cherish it as through hard times it often comforts m

M.P., you are the greatest person I’ve ever met. Even if you don’t think I’m feeling the truth, I promise you with all my heart you are one of the greatest people I’ve ever met in my timeline. Even though you may not like me back, just note I’m always by your side and I will always cherish our moments together in my heart... always.

*Telling ya stupid autocorrect

Frick I’m getting to mad at myself oh well