im actually a fucking idiot
19 comments
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:35
Linki got gym tomorrow that idk if ill be able to skip and i had the bright idea to relapse today we are soo ****ed
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:36
Linki do ts every time and then after i start regretting it i go "ok im never doing that again" and thenni do it again and i keep regretting it
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:37
Linkfor no reason too oh my god bruh someone take me out back and shoot me
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:40
Linkim failing my classes and cutting myself for no reason m. literally no reason.im going to kill myself
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:43
Linki dont think im passing a single class except for maybe foods and nutrition i donr have a future no one will want to hire a mentally ill transgender fag. whatis the point
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:44
Linkidk ehat to do
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:48
Linkts isnt even tunnel vision cause like i really am just screwed i live jn the south and im very obviously queer and my education was all i had going for me and im ruining it
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:51
Linkputting the only energy i have into south park isnt helpint either its becoming legitimately detrimental to my life
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:51
Linkborn to play around and have fun doomed to kill myself at 23
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 20:54
Linkand my parents still havent found a therapist for me yet
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 22:50
Linkim such a failure i feel so bad
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 22:55
Linktheyre gonna find otu
xenospiza[OP]
12.02.2026 23:34
Linkby some miracle i am still in the clear
Okie i understand that. I understand how bad it can get whej everything just keeps piling up. Maybe treat yourseld after every assignment you conplete
I relapsed a couple months ago, and I thought nothing would ever get better, and that I was hopeless. But things did get better, and I believe you can get through this. Reward yourself for the small victories and work your way up, you can do this!