Nothing is here But Darkness.
9 comments
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:32
LinkI really just need to say what's on my mind right now.
I used to have this friend, who I nick named Comedian (Based off her Roblox Account Name)
We loved Role Playing, and Simply messing with each other. We became best friends.. Like the Best of the Best Friends.
Until, one day, she told me she had depression..
She was still on a bit, but gradually, she just vanished..
I missed her. A lot.. I remember sometimes messaging her things like: "I wish you were here. I need you. I miss you."
She responded, saying the same..
Rarely, we'd play games together, if I could catch her on at all..
Then again, she vanished for a while.
I saw her again at least 2 - 4 months later.
She said she needed to talk with me.
She then said she was hearing voices..
She said she had to leave, and she vanished again afterwards..
During May, I messaged her this.. :
KittytheWitch
12.07.2017 01:34
Linkoooooh its like a super sad creepypasta
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:35
Link"I doubt you'll ever get this message.
But, if you do..
I miss you.
A lot.
Things have changed since you've seen me.
But.. you'll always be the same Comedian.
You'll always mean so much to me.
You'll always be honored by the Empire.
Even if you're long gone.
If you see this, though..
Please.. Come back..
I need you. I miss you.
Please.."
When I say 'Empire' I mean as in the Junie Kabooni Empire.. I made it after my cat. My cat is my literal sunshine... Like Comedian Was.
I've seen her once since, she said she was doing actually good.
I responded with:
"I've had my ups and downs."
Daisyasdf
12.07.2017 01:36
Linklooks like i'm gonna cry, cry, cry all night
Heathers Reference
kinda
KittytheWitch
12.07.2017 01:37
Linkoh nu so sad ;-; im crying irl
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:43
LinkHere's some quotes from songs on how I feel right now.. and how the describe me.
"I want to leave, but the world won't let me go." --Blindness by Metric
In pure honesty, I've wanted to kill myself several times.. Yet my friends, or the 'World' won't let me. So 'I want to leave' to me says Someone wanting to kill theirself, while 'The world won't let me go' are the person's friends & family telling them not too.
"Take me back to the start." --The Scientist by Coldplay
How I feel mainly right now. I want to go back to the start of both my life, and most of my friendships. Like back when my friend Comedian wasn't depressed, or my friends were just Fine. When I look back to when I was younger, I realised how 'Perfect' I was in my eyes now. I've constantly wished to be Fine again...
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:44
LinkOr just simply restart everything.
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:47
LinkAnd if you think I'm just a liar who wants attention I'm not.
I literally stated I'm saying what's on my mind.
I don't want attention, but if you want to give me attention go ahead.
In real life, attention in a large manner is practically my worst nightmare.
Kaboono[OP]
12.07.2017 01:48
LinkNow have a good day / night / whatever time it is for you.
While I go to YouTube and make myself feel better or something.