If any of you children have heard of Linkin Park and Chester... you may or may not know that he committed suicide leaving his wife and his two children behind.... There was this song Sharp edges which is about critic suicide and slowly get rest so you can listen to it and started crying because I slit my wrists and it's so hard... and there's another song I can't remember the name but it goes if "who cares if one more light goes out and ask a million stars it flickers flickers" about grieving and losing someone and that was this all he did he commit suicide ;-; I know I just can't get over this... losing everything and taking it out on yourself I don't want to do this I don't want anyone else to do this I just want the world to be perfect and happy and at peace but that's never going to happen... We're killing ourselves for killing others and we're killing the Earth... And I just wanted to stop... I want everything to be okay that's why I tried to be someone that people can look it up to or ta