Lmt
by:
Bunnyfrompiggy 
389
389
06.04.2024
13 comments
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:19
LinkA few days ago, my brother had a seizure.
I witnessed *all* of it. My mother screaming, him coughing, and 911 coming.
He just recently, today/yesterday, had surgery.
I cannot get the image out of my head and the screaming I heard and how terrifying that experience alone was.
I would not wish this upon my worst enemy.
I hope whoever had a similar experience to what I went through heals and their mental health gets better.
I’m glad he survived, but It’s still traumatic.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:21
LinkIt hurts me to see my brother in pain, and *anyone* in pain.
I hate myself for not being able to call 911 sooner, let alone, at all (since I couldn’t find dial).
I blame myself. , it only makes it worse that I’m insecure.
I wish I knew what to do.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:22
LinkHe said he didn’t remember anything besides waking up in the ambulance.
It traumatized me so bad.
I hate myself, and everything hurts.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:23
LinkThe only people who would care if I was gone would be my brother himself, my mom, my father, and my best-friend. Possibly even one of my other friends.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:24
LinkIf I hvrt myself, nobody would care or even notice at all.
If I was acting differently from the rest, nobody would care.
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:25
LinkIf I left the site for more than a year, people would think I left and think I’m fine.
They wouldn’t care to come looking for me.
They wouldn’t care if I km$
Bunnyfrompiggy[OP]
06.04.2024 05:28
LinkWhat I believed, before I was told he had a seizure, was that he was just choking on a piece of food and needed help. Until I heard my mom screaming his name and to call 911.
I wish I knew how to. If she told me how or if I knew, I would’ve done it immediately.
dont blame yourself its okay none of it was your fault i hope you know that. its okay, i hope your brother is okay
Thank you. It means a lot to me.
He’s fine right now, but I still worry and I’m still hurt.
yeah im sorry you had to see that it must have been horrifying to see your brother like that I've had tons of seizures so I know how it feels, im glad hes alright make sure you keep your eye on him
if you took your life how do you think your brother would feel? please dont do it and take crae of yourself