But yea it's dying, wish I could get some hate before it really dies

I wish people would

Because I deserve more hate

Yes

Unknown bruh i dont know why you thinking like this(you dont deserve as long as you are not judging pep that different from u or ur a pedophile) but i think someone could hate since you already hating yourself.And you didnt seemed a bad person in my opinion.You can talkt to me whenever you feel bad