I wanted to make a vent art thing to make me feel a little better but I couldn't do that. Someone also keeps liking my animations like everything is back to normal. Someone please explain to me what happened. I feel like I'm locked in a white room. I just have a bad feeling something horrible happened...

I'm shaking and crying I'm not kidding I want to know what happened I feel like people purposely aren't telling me did he kill himself did someone themselves I don't want this to happen I want to know what happened I'm panicking people are acting like it's back to normal but it isn't something happened I know it did someone please tell me right now