now, for years my sister has gotten close to genuinely hurting me while ‘play fighting’ it doesn’t bother me most of the time but when she actually threatens to ch/ke me, it scares me a bit. (This one was really short bc that’s really the only thing she’s physically done to me)

Her attitude on the other hand, it’s pretty weird. It’s confusing because one moment she’s all sunshine and daisies and the next she’ll be really angry and rude. She also gets really mad at dumb things sometimes, like one time she got mad bc we laughed at something she said, the thing is, it was supposed to be funny. She’d also get mad at me for just trying to help her, like I’d say something actually helpful and she’d be like ‘No, (deadname)!! That’s not what it is!!’ She’ll also laugh at me for making a simple mistake, it makes me uncomfortable and honestly scared to make mistakes in front of her.

What she says about my interests- Now this one is what really bothers me. She doesn’t like mcyt, yeah that’s okay, but she accuses literally EVERYONE in the dsmp of being racist and homophobic?? Like, seriously, you need to get off of Twitter- dsmp is a comfort for me, she knows this, (I’m not a dream Stan dwdw) she also says she likes quackity and skeppy but refuses to watch them bc they’re a part of dsmp. She gives me dirty looks when I mention dsmp, I also want merch, she says I should support people like that, she’s done this with every one of my interests, like she hates it when I don’t like something she does.

Shouldn’t*