So uh lmt please
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Jupiterwafflez 
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24.09.2023
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Jupiterwafflez[OP]
24.09.2023 03:22
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Jupiterwafflez[OP]
24.09.2023 03:26
LinkFirst off, I’d like to address who I am.
Yes, it’s me, Lainey/ Lou. But most of you guys know me as Echo. The manipulative person who ruined tons of people’s lives.
And I’m here for one reason.
And that’s to apologize. And I know you guys have heard it time and time again. And I don’t expect you guys to even accept this and I don’t blame you. But I’ve since then gotten mental help and I realize I was a horrible person and I can’t take back the things I did. But I can try to fix things between people. I know I stirred lots of things up and I said things I shouldn’t have. All over something so childish. And looking back it’s disgusting, and I hate myself for it. Just know if I could have done things differently I would. But I know each of you live with that, recently I have done nothing but torment myself because I’ve felt so bad that I hurt people. I lied. I cheated. I did horrible things, and as I said I wish I could take it back.
No, I don’t deserve your forgiveness, none of y’all’s.
Jupiterwafflez[OP]
24.09.2023 03:28
LinkBut just know I was always the bad guy./srs.
It’s was my fault, and I’m sorry for not taking accountability sooner. I should have recognized my mistakes and fixed them. But I assumed lying for clout was better.
And I just hope one day you’ll forgive me. Because truly, I am sorry.
But I hope each and everyone of you is doing well./gen<3
Allow me a moment to compose and respond in a more civil and rational way.
Despite your numerous apologies, I don't believe it'll be enough to heal what you have done to us. The way you have tried to destroy my life in more ways than one can't be solved or forgiven with an apology like this. If you truly want to show how sorry you are, show it through your actions. I can't believe or trust your words anymore. Not after the things you've said and lied about. I no longer wish to have a super heated and ridiculous sort of rivalry. If you're willing to try and redeem yourself through more than words, I'm willing to give you the chance. However, I'm absolutely not saying I will instantly forgive you. I'm still entirely mad at you. My heart hurts and still has wounds which may never heal despite how hard you try to fix them. But, I'm tired of being super childish. As I said before, prove you're sorry and then we'll talk about forgiveness.
Yes I know and I understand. I would have reached out and apologized personally but as of right now I don’t have a social media besides personal stuff. And no I’m not blaming you for not trusting me. I was a complete narcissist and I’m really sorry. I don’t expect you to forgive me nor forcing you to do so. You deserved so much better and it’s really sorry if me to have to go through my own stuff to realize how y’all must have felt. Take your time to forgive me, which I understand you need. But believe me when I realize how stupid I was back then. I look back and quite frankly wish I was never in any of y’all’s lives, not because of y’all, but because of myself, and yeah, if you ever wanna talk or anything the most I can do is probably give you my Gmail. But I’m not pushing boundaries because I know how that’s feels, but I hope your doing great
I mean it’s almost been a whole year so if you *did* change, then I’m happy for you, and I’m somewhat willing to believe that you changed, I can forgive you, but I won’t forget what you did. I’m trying to become a nicer person with what I say, and I’m trying my best to not seem too rude to you
if you ever need help, or to talk with someone, then you can always reach out to me. I won’t mind, we can always talk whenever you need it, I’m pretty much over everything but it still hurts to think about from time to time, that doesn’t mean I won’t help you with your journey on healing ‘n all that stuff
I’ve let go of all my grudges against you, and I’ve learned to move on, and I’m sure you’ve done the same
so feel free to reach out to me if you’re ever feeling lonely, or upset, or you need help.
im done with all the drama, so im not trying to start anything
im way too tired for any action, so it’s best to leave the past problems in the past
idk when ur gonna see this or when ur gonna respond, but I don’t mind waiting, you dont even have to reply if you don’t want to
Thanks, and yeah I’m really sorry once again, you guys did NOT deserve that at all, and right back at you! I wish I had a way of communicating besides this other than my actual phone number, but I don’t because ya know, family issues I’ve had💀
Me too, I’m all honesty, I should have fixed them from the beginning