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Ryushi[OP]
11.09.2019 00:31
LinkHey “dad” You say everything is MY fault… then you say “sorry i was in a bad mood” then you get mad again and yell at me when I've done nothing… you call me so many names… I can't handle… tell me… if I'm so lazy THEN WHY DO I WORK SO ****ING HARD TO PUT UP WITH YOU HUH?! Haha sorry did I disrespect you by yelling? I'll keep it down.. Hah.. let me tell you something… this is called a computer… not “that thing” respect this object… cause this i the only god damn reason i decided to not strangle myself that night… you tell me to grow up and that I have to be strong enough incase you die… I remember one ****ing week after my birth you went under depression cause your dad died…. It's funny how man i've never met such as my grandfather.. COULD RUIN MY ****ING LIFE, but no. I have to be mature right now don't i? I'm your ‘daughter” last month you said I wasn't worth being your daughter… ha… then you say “I'm so proud to call you my daughter” i'm confused…. Am I or am
Ryushi[OP]
11.09.2019 00:31
Linknow it's your turn mother… you asked me why I was laughing so much and you called me CRAZY?!? Haha~ i'm not crazy. I was laughing at the joke you made… you named the joke “aminah” by the way…. I love how you manipulate everyone around you…. You make me feel guilty… then get mad at me for not feeling anything anymore… you tell me to act “normal” I DON'T EVEN ****ING KNOW WHAT NORMAL IS… why? CAUSE ALL MY ****ING LIFE IVE BEEN ALONE THANKS TO THE BOTH OF YOU… then when i finally find someone… you have the nerve to TAKE THEM FROM ME??? Haha~ ” life is beautiful” ain’t it… I'm so spoilt aren't i? Thats what you say huh? I'M THE UNTHANKFUL SPOILT LAZY DISAPPOINTMENT… haha i'm fine… cause i'm supposed to be “thankful” for this shitty life… but i'm ok right? Cause i don't understand what life is yet… LIFE IS ****ING PAIN THATS WHAT IT IS...
Ryushi[OP]
11.09.2019 00:38
Linki'll leave now. i might not come back today... ill come back tomorrow and ill be "fine"
Ryushi[OP]
11.09.2019 00:53
LinkOh but i have more~ you tell me to be confident when i have nothing to be confident of~ you say i’ve gone INSANE~ i must admit i do like that word~ but i havent gone mad~ nonono you’ve got everything all messed up~ i wa always like this… i'm a good liar by the way~ and truth be told… i was ALWAYS a little different… but you wont except that will you… haha… i'm afraid of my own parents then random people i ****ing meet online… haha… why can't i just be happy anymore… everyone eventually leaves me…. Even you guys will probably leave… haha… don't leave me… please...
Hey, are you okay.. talk to me, im sorry. I have parents that fight and call me names, i know what you're going through. I sometimes think about kms but i feel bad at the same time. they call me ungrateful and im always there for you, ill help you. just tell me anything im trying to help you because you're not the only one here.
Im happy to hear that your trust me and all
But if you need a break of FA or whatever thats fine.
the thing is... fa is the reason im here... well not fa but the people in it.. so fa is basically my safe haven...i come here when im stressed and let all of it just go and enjoy my time here. i haven't felt genuinely happy other then here in... a few years maybe.. idk somewhere around there so no you gonna have to kick me out if im gonna leave haha
Oh,
Well im sure no one wants you to leave, so thats good i guess..
I don't really know what to say to make you feel better or.. I dunno..
Nope lol im still working on my homework i just took a break from it cause i wanted to talk to you i guess :P
