Thanks...

If you saw my recent, my dad put my grandpas house on the market..

And he showed me, and i couldnt move, and my eyes filled with tears but they wouldnt fall, and when i finally blinked, not one fell...

And i got up, and every part of me hurt, i went to get milk, and it all just... stung... my chest especially

And... he sold my grandpas car a long time back, he sold all the furniture recently, and thats memories...

Memories other people have STOLEN! It doesn't seem fair... those are things I remember, not them

And everything feels so much duller, its like everything has... everything has lost meaning...

And everything... everything seems worthless, and my dad is HAPPY about selling that house, he WANTS to, he has no regrets

And... and... whomever gets it, i want to go there, and hurt them, the way they will hurt me...