NOIT PERMANANT!! 0_0

u- HI

YES I WOULD LOVE A FRIEND!

Fun fact: EUGENE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE NAMES. Also, you can call me Needles or Dolly and Uhh She/Her.

Nah, I just feel nice today haha. i'M rEaLly qUiTE dANGeRouS!

But all seriousness here, I'm not mean.

Creepy and weird yes, mean, no. (Unless I'm like REALLY stressed and upset.)

HAHA yeah, it's kinda fun... I think we're gonna get along just fine.

I stay up past 1 AM roleplaying with my sister.

Sadly no.

Oh, well, they change pink intensity depending on how I feel, red pink means angry/upset, purple pink means happy, they turn white if I'm really sad.

Making characters who reflect your mood is fun. But it kinda worries me that most of my characters that reflect me are umm,,, in rough shape?? Like mentally in rough shape. But it's okay, I can change, they can change. I've got this... Pretty sure.

Can I see an ebony ref?

Wow, that's some intense backstory. Now I wanna talk about Carbides backstory but... there's a lot to explain behind that...

Idk, are you up for listening to me ramble about a bug dimension and how memory loss is a good plot device?

I understand. Okay... here we go.\ So, this takes place in the Loomin dimension, a place I made where the main residents are bug people (Loomins). The main species's's are Crickets, Wasps, and Butterflies. In this dimension, status mainly comes from wealth, and pureness of the blood (Mutations are a thing in this universe). So, that's that. Carbides full name is Theodore Bancroft Carbide, His father is Count Franklin Malachite Carbide, and his mother is Countess Isabella Greenockite Carbide. (Notice how I like minerals hehe) They are all pure blood, no mutations, BUT, his father is a butterfly, and his mother is a cricket. And he is the first cross species child to not have any mutations. So that was news. OOh yeah, forgot to mention, this takes place in like a weird 19th century type setting. Now that I've explained things....

Theodore(8-9yrsold) was a strange child, he stared a lot, and was mostly quiet, but than one day at school he lost it for no reason and attacked a schoolmate viciously. (Not very vicious, but there was biting and tearing of wings) And the school was like "Uhh you're child needs to leave and come back when they aren't so, T a i n t e d." so, his parents hired a therapy, psychological,, help man... But he turned out to be scummy, and he mentally and sometimes physically abused him if he did something wrong, this went on for a few years until he was 12, then his parents finally realized that nothing good was coming from this (Took you long enough) and they reported him to the authorities. Theodore was in pretty rough shape though, his head was chipped and cracked (from physical abuse) and he tore his wings a bit from stress. His father decided he should get some fresh air, after all he had been locked up in their estate for ages, and wasn't aloud to go outside because of what the scumbag of a doctor told them.

Oh yeah, crickets have light bulb heads. Theodore has a light bulb head.

There, he made 3 friends, Chess Robinson, Hazel Jones, and Lollita Charlotte. His personality was broken, so he had different personalities for all of them. Imagine Chess and Carbide as friends being like Gaston and LeFou but they are a lot less evil and creepy, and Chess isn't as narcissistic. Around Hazel, he was just a silent follower who could listen to her and keep her secrets. Lollita, he kept calling her Charlotte because he couldn't remember her first name. For Charlotte, he was goofy, weird, and cheerful, him and Charlotte loved to play together. (Also, his friends didn't know about eachother, they thought Carbide had no other friends, because that's how he acted.) And that was fine for years, Theodore went back to school, he was a clever boy, very great at illusions, he loved to entertain classmates with magic tricks, and he learned to play piano after a while. Chess was studying the law (That'll come into play very hard later) Hazel seemed obsessed about anatomy and how the body worked.

And Charlotte mainly just did her own thing, she liked to study medicine and plants, and Theodore liked that, and he started to develop strong feelings for her.

OH YEA, Theodore's eyes change color depending on his personality, Yellow for chess, Red for Hazel, Teal for Charlotte, and Purple when he's alone. So, Theodore started to hang out with Charlotte and Hazel more, and him and Chess drifted apart. They're all young adults at this point (21 at most) and Theodore still hangs out with Charlotte and Hazel, but now he likes to go to the juice bar and perform for the people there by playing piano songs, performing magic, or just talking to people, most of the time he's Teal, but sometimes he gets crazy and turns Red. Anyways good times. But AH, trouble is afoot! Boys have been going missing, and families are worried. Cool. So one day, Theodore is just chilling at the juice bar, when Hazel just, right behind him, says "Hey Theodore.♬" in her usual whispering voice, "I want to show you something." so Theodore follows her to an abandoned building far into the woods, it looks like it use to be a church of some kind, Hazel slips inside, and leads him to the basement,

And there, in the shadows and moonlight, he sees male butterflies hanging from the walls, with rope around their necks and chains around their wrists, they look all bloody and beaten, but they're unconscious now. Hazel than creepily says "I thought you would like to watch, and even join in." she smiles and grabs the rope around one of their necks, and pulls hard, the mystery butterfly screams in agony as his neck cracks I'm getting too far into detail should I keep going?

This next part is a bit nasty because some of the butterflies are... "freaky"

yeah... so basically Theodore is half traumatized by what he sees, and also wonders what would happen if he gave it a try. It's twisted. But basically this is the start of the creepiness.

So after Theodore faithfully doesn't tell the authorities about this, she invites him to more creepy torture parties... But after a few months of this Hazel than invites him to a private meeting at her place. She basically explains that her sister has had some rather nasty bullies picking on her, but luckily, they all have sisters, so this insane lady decides, she and Theodore are going to murder their sisters as "karma", Theodore agrees because his mind has been poisoned by the past few months of torturing the basement boys to death... I need to stop....

Yes, poor guy, he doesn't even remember any of these things until he's around Hazel too, so he has no idea.

Now, Charlotte has been noticing some red flags from Theodore, because recently, he invited her to him and his parents estate (They're still alive btw) and there, she saw portraits of him, and in those portraits he didn't look the same. His eyes were purple, and his wings were torn, at least in the recent ones his wings weren't torn. But that was nothing compared to his room, it looked off, there were doodles on parts of the walls that he apparently made when he was a child, and he turned the paintings in his room upside down. This didn't bother her at first, because she already knew he was weird, but she also found it strange that that his parents asked why his eyes were a different color, to which there was no response, only staring, then he moved on.

Hazel gave Theodore a list of names, the names of the girls they were going to murder. 6 bullies, 6 girls. *Heres what the list looked like* Mine ♥️ -Selta Dooler -Gabriella Franks -Victoria Evlyn Yours ♥️ - Eve Graves - Lollita Charlotte - Amethyst Godrey

*Waiting for applause*

Oh no.

So this is where things get depressing. That night, Theodore has a nightmare. In the nightmare, everything is bright, but getting darker, somebody is screaming, somebody he cares about. he wants to go help them, but he can't move, they're being taken away, like they're being pulled apart. everything fades to black. That day, Theodore writes a letter to Charlotte, saying he doesn't have time to see her today, he doesn't list why, because he doesn't know why, so he keeps the letter short.

*The letter* Dear Charlotte. I can not see you today, for I will not have enough time. I am very sorry, I will try to make extra time for you tomorrow, see you then. -Theodore

Hazel and Theodore successfully murdered everybody on the list. Theodore went to see Charlotte the next day, but she wasn't at their usual hangout spot near some giant mushrooms. And soon, after that, they were both accused of the slaughtering. They were sent to court, and GUESS WHO WAS THE JUDGE??? CHESS ROBINSON. That must've been a lovely surprise. After listing the names of the girls who were murdered, Hazel says she's innocent, of course. meanwhile Theodore, after hearing the name Lollita Charlotte, seeing Chess, and being next to Hazel, He was confused, he wanted to leave, he couldn't remember. Hazel, getting impatient, threw a look at Theodore, and he broke the silence "Let me proof myself innocent! I didn't do anything please!". Chess, looked at Theodore, his old friend, who he knew couldn't be homicidal, and responded "What evidence do you have now?". Theodore thought, he racked his brain "i-I know Charlotte! She was my friend! I would never do anything violent too somebody I love."

He wasn't crying, but Chess could tell he was desperate. "You have 3 months." *Jury conversation noises* "Until than, you two will gather evidence to proof yourselves innocent, if you are proven guilty, you will either be put in prison, or sent to an asylum, depending on the situation.". Hazel and Theodore didn't look at each other, and they went their separate ways when they left the court. Hazel, she went back to doing her thing, she knew the case was a lost cause, but she wondered about what Theodore had said, and she wondered if he might've been hiding something. Theodore, became very disturbed and distressed about Charlotte's death, but he thought he was getting close to the culprit of the case (uhggg poor guy...) This reflected in his music, he still played music at the juice bar, but the place started turning into a place of scoundrels, and being stuck in Red, his performances started getting crazy, songs about murder, memory loss, and identities, like he was trying to tell himself.

He started getting less sleep, he was very desperate at this point. He couldn't accept that he did it. There was too much evidence against him, he had forgot about Hazel, he was trapped in his own case.

The 3 months went up, Hazel Jones, who was found to be insane, went to an asylum. And Theodore Carbide went missing, never to be seen or heard from again, just a simple note on the ground.

I'm sorry. - Theodore

What happened, was, he couldn't accept he murdered Lollita Charlotte, had a really bad mental breakdown, accepted that he had done it, and fell into a void of his own creation.

Now he looks like this. He can't remember anything from his past, and he can summon doors to anywhere he's been or can remember.

Okay, he can remember some of his past, and in me and my sisters roleplays, it's lead to him becoming sad and disturbed again, although he's trying to hide it from his friends. (he doesn't like what he's remembering.) He has invited his new lover Corrosion *Who acts a lot like Charlotte* and at the end he's going to stab himself and bid her goodbye. I'm temporarily killing him, he's not gonna be back for a while.

Corrosion isn't a butterfly, he found his way into a completely different dimension.

Yeah, one of my sisters dimensions full of skeleton people, they're called Judges, and they have names depending on their ability, and she has the ability of acid. Her brother Apocalypse was friends with Micheal, who is best friends with Carbide (Theodore can only remember the Carbide part of his name, so he just goes by Carbide now.) and Micheal Apocalypse invited Micheal to dine at his mothers house, and Micheal wanted to bring Carbide, so yeah.

And APOCALYPSE invited Micheal. haha Micheal Apocalypse pffftt.

The Dominic family consists of Burninell (Dead jerky dad) Glory (The mom) Conflict (The Eldest), Corrosion (Only Daughter), Containment (Hate him) and Apocalypse (Youngest and smallest).

Yeah, I'd like that. But all this typing is wearing me out. I think I'll draw something, or doodle for now.

Yeah, we've even got a human au, where our human ocs hang out. OOH YEAH I drew Hazel just in case you need a reference.

I know I always want a reference for characters if I'm being told backstory.

It's not colored in, but her wings consist of cream color and orange red tones.

Dang it, if only I could give you some krita files than I could give you references for the entire group.

I'll try.

Theodore https://ibb.co/d53C1G9

Lollita https://ibb.co/gyMxCpn

Hazel https://ibb.co/xzKjzk8

Chess https://ibb.co/KLD8ZSy

And because I have the chance here's a finished artwork I made. https://ibb.co/tDSC5nD

Yea, I rarely do finished pieces on krita anymore, I haven't had time. I either draw on Flipanim or Colors most of the time.

Anything you want to show?

1. My favorite 2. Upward head??? How?? 3. omg it's Christopher

Okay bye! See you tomorrow as well!

Goodnight! ^ ^

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