thanks a lot self. You made me feel SO much better. I wanna cry. Dunno why. Just want too. Anyway, I need to journal these thoughts... my counselor suggested strong thoughts like these to be in a journal. Please don't hurt yourself. Don't hate yourself. Love the way you are. No. I don't like my shape. I'm not fit. Not good at drawing. I can't even make a simple rhyme. god, life is hard. If anyone feels like this, listen to this song. It might help. or not. 'Em Beihold' - "Numb Little Bug" anyway, im gonna go. trying to leave. its hard to. addiction. see yall in a week i guess.