my feelings are fatal how many times must I keep it inside..? I need to let go and I swear that ive tried.. but opening up means trusting others and thats just too much I dont want to bother so I keep it inside and I berry it deep I know its not healthy but you wont hear a peep though im always sad and im always lonely I can never tell you that im breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease.. I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but my feelings are fatal..

I have that song stuck in my head ;-;