i lost my stulus for amknth and now i lost basicalky a half a years worth of improvement and im too impatient to get it back and im not motivated to make art because it looks bad and any of the art i like i cant post because its weird and im just sooo done with art but its my only hobby but im not even goor at is

i remmeber i oculdnt go a day withiut making art and now i doodle or something every few days i need a hobby

very tim e i talk to someone and they ask what i donim like i like t draw! and theyre lik ok what else. and im lik uuummm drawing

idk how to do basic anatomy i dont know how to color oi dont know. iidddkkk i havent been motivated to do much anyways i slept until 2 today because i sayyed uo into l ujuhjmm 4 playing simething i ****ed uo my sleep schedule i cant sleep at anytime before 1 am the only thing ive been wanting to do is hang out and talk to my friends snd i cant talk to my friends because theyre all busy or dont lik me so im basically jyst sotting there th8nking for a few hours or sleeping or playing robloc be ause sometimes j talk to people in roblox and its fun bc idk them and then they go knowing a bunch of random shit abt a person theyll never see again and so do i and its fun i gues

talking to random people is fun .