..Should i start yelling motivation again? will that help? no..i highly doubt...I'm motivated by how if i don't keep my outlet at a decent speed then i will go back ti focusing on the bigger pictures and not art like i should be focusing on to keep me from focusing on the bigger pictures and i will start realizng how hard and confusing life is and get depressed and try and butt into what my parents are shaping my life to be and make my own decisions which won't help me in the future and hurt me more than if i let them change what i want to do woah that got deep quick sorry.

*sends motivational waves to ya friend* :) Im special......;-;