So as you all know, I’ve been gone for what, 2 weeks? Well before those two weeks I got the flu, and when I came back to school I had an essay due, a graphic novel, over 5 tests and assessments, and minor assignments I had to do because I was gone for over 2 weeks. I also just got back from another camping trip like what, yesterday? I had such a bad time my parents finally figured out I have depression and they think the cure to this was taking away both my phone and my iPad, I draw on those and this all went down yesterday. My mother came today and pretended nothing happened, she’s a manipulative *****. Anyways, I’m not even on my own phone right now, I’m using my grandmothers old phone to type this apology out.

I cannot have my phone and there is no set date I’m allowed to get it back, my parents said I only get it back when I feel better. They’ve threatened to put me in a mental ward 4 times, take me to a doctor, not a therapist, but a genuine neurologist to see what’s wrong with me, and other things but haven’t followed through with their threats. I am mentally well, but I’m only happy around my friends because I live in a ducking homophobic, racist, emotionally and slightly physically abusive family, and they expect me to pretend that all the things they do to me never even happened? Nonetheless I’m okay, don’t worry about me. I might not be online for months but I’ll be okay

** kinda pissed I accidentally wrote ducking instead of fcking, it makes me sound cringe or shit like that

Thank you, I hope to see you and others again soon aswell