So as it turns out, I may have been wrong. I've been told this website(flipanim) is a "toxic influence" and I don't need the "emotional baggage" of the sad people who have attempted suicide, and their only escape is this website. I'm not sure I'm coming back this time. The truth is, no I've never had any "baggage" from FlipAnim. Despite the sad people here, it's only made me happier! When I'm with you, i feel like myself, and I don't have to be anyone different. And honestly, I'm not easily saddened. Although I'm not lying when I say I love you, and that I don't want you guys to die, it doesn't persay make me sad. It's just, I'm not sad easily (sad as in I don't forget the sadness easily, I'm sad when it's happening, but I honestly forget quickly). I have cried myself to sleep twice since my ban. I apologize for this. I'm going to really miss you. I'm going to miss the freedom to be myself. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for abandoning you. I hope you can forgive me. Maybe one day I will return.