She missed the ones i've recently made- HOW? they were right there.. I mean like- i hid them the best i could, but i thought for sure i'd get caught. Anyways.. the only reason she checked is bc my careless ass left blood on the knife i used.. smh. I also left a bloody papertowel in the trash, and left a bloody toiletpaper in the bathroom trash- I told her i used the red water flavouring.. she did question why i opened it with a knife (bc the blood was on the knife). But that was scary.. I feel like shit- and i'm such a ****ing dissappointment, god i couldn't even imagine the look on her face if she would've foudn out.